The Riven

The Riven are White Fist, Two Dogs, and all who join them.

Pojade’s Gambit, Declined

The last thing Henry Pojade wants to do right now is right in front of him to be done right now.

Jacob Hergenrather’s second ‘announce & validate’ tone sounding inside his head seems somehow, impossibly, more strident than the first.

His first exchange with the NexUS Deputy Director had been brief and he had not bothered to step into virtua for it. Before he could open his mouth, Hergenrather was talking.

“Where are they, Henry?”

“We haven’t reacquired the target.”

“You’ve had over five hours!”

“Let me work. I’ll talk to you when I have something to tell,” Pojade had said and ended the audience. Just like that.

That was almost a minute ago.

Pojade weighs the potential costs of not responding at all and limiting this contact, at least until the vehicle has been found. That, or endure further maddening interaction with the demon Beelzebub. It is a difficult choice.

He engages as before and, this time, says without preamble, “I know you understand, Jacob, this is no longer a surveillance mission, if it ever was one. The legacy routine that ran when the Sandia files uploaded and started this…” he struggles to find a descriptive word and settles for, “… clusterfuck, also smoothed some of the way upstream here considerably. Still, it took nearly as long for me to explain what happened to the first drone I misappropriated as it did to acquire and reroute another one to find that roller again.”

Long silence. “And?”

“The reassigned eye is another half-hour from the target area.”

Somehow, Hergenrather’s silence feels hot.

“Understand me,” Pojade says, “I want to find that vehicle and its occupants as much as you do.”

“I doubt that.”

“Their transceiver is disabled. Unable to transfer to a trac route, their range is dramatically limited. That, and we have a profile on the current owner.”

“You know where they’re going.”

“With high probability, if they’re not already there.”

“Don’t keep me in suspense.”

“Do you remember when Gerzier offered his G-cell package deals to those little ‘mom & pop’ villages that began to spring up before the End Times?”

Pojade pronounces the celebrated recluse’s name with the proper French-Canadian articulation, rather than the typical American bastardization popular among those who disparage him.

“And then, when the Rebuild began and he was energizing cities like Seattle, Portland, and the Medford/Ashland String, he continued to offer more of the same small change deals. Nearly limitless power for a compact community in a tight package. If the government hadn’t stepped in to limit their spread, they’d be all over the place. Like a rash.”

“I said don’t keep me in suspense, Henry.”

“There were three of the surviving eighteen RFAs spread out from there to the Sea of Angeles within their range when we lost our drone. Our AI-IC’s found a connection.”

“Transfer the coordinates for that location to Center,” Hergenrather says. “Then you can go ahead and stand down. We’ve got this.”

“I can’t do that, Jacob.”

“You can’t do what?”

“Earlier,” Pojade says, “while utilizing our resources, you ordered me not to interfere with your plans for these persons. You called them ‘walking dead’ when we first spoke of them. At that time, the instructions of the legacy program that brought us together in this gave us a supporting role only, and I was willing to help move this incident to resolution with you.

“However, linked to the disturbing Sandia Pueblo incident, the destruction of a high-value Homeland asset by one of these persons has altered our involvement here. Whatever jurisdiction has been granted you, my AI-IC agrees this is a Homeland matter now as well. And regardless your legitimate claim to them, those occupants are going to answer our questions first.”

“What the delusional fuck are you babbling about?! You don’t seriously expect us to stand down and step aside while you blunder into something you don’t understand, do you?”

“I understand you have strict priorities of your own in this, Jacob. Please understand me with absolute clarity. Neither you, nor your people, will interfere in our apprehension of these individuals. Your recourse from that point will be straightforward, but it will come after our interests have been satisfied.” He pauses, a period at the end of his statement. “Are we clear on this?”

Another hot silence.

“Jacob?”

 “That was good, Henry. Sounds like there’s someone there you need to impress. I hope they are because I know I am. Here’s the thing.

“Your attempt to redefine the authority already vouchsafed us regarding the disposition of the vehicle and its occupants is transparently thin. Vapor, in fact, and you know it. The legacy program’s instructions are specific and Homeland’s authority ends exactly there. Ends. There. Your AI-in-charge can suck my ass until my head caves in.

“But I will offer you this, Henry. You can ask all the questions you want of any survivors after we intercept them. How’s that?”

“I have teams enroute.”

“If you care about them, keep them out of the zone.”

“In the event the enclave is enveloped, we will enforce access without an incident.”

“We don’t need your help and I relish a good incident. Are you saying this hive has null capability?”

“Ostensibly, any of them have the potential for it. That specific functionality certainly figured into each clave’s individual contractual arrangements with Gerzier. Of course, as you might imagine, Homeland doesn’t have access to Gerzier’s records.

“So far, we’ve identified only four of them with the capability. The one in question is in some rugged terrain and is an unknown, although my AI-IC now gives it high probability.”

“Perfect.”

“And, you know,” Pojade adds, “if the field is active, it’s difficult to detect without flying into it. I can’t spare another eye.”

“Sounds like you’re just dancing around to give your teams more time. I cannot protect your people. Understand that. It’s up to you to do that. Keep them back, transfer the coordinates to Center, and let’s get this incident started.”

A pause stretches out. Sweat trickles through the matted hair between Pojade’s shoulder blades. He feels it seeping into the furry curve of his spine. He cues the technician beside him and her fingers tap out an uninterrupted paradiddle and a half.

“Whatever comes, I’m committed here too,” he says. “What I will do for now is stand by and record until this doesn’t go the way you think.”

“Whatever,” Hergenrather says. “While you were talking, Sonder scanned the likely target RFA from orbit. You confirmed the location. The vorp is already developing detail. The drop teams are on approach. If you want to bring yourself inside, you can watch. I’ll have three teams on-site in less than two minutes.”

“Think that’ll be enough?”

 

.       .       .

 

The most maddeningly unlikely bogie on the ground in his broad experience, when viewed from space, seems insignificant. Closer up, however, it still doesn’t look like much, but the degree of magnification and focus is impressive.

Also, the new, real-time, AI-assisted night vision images are first rate, just like daytime. The AI’s viewing angle adaptive feature is still in beta, however, and insufficient to verify the license plate’s legend from orbit.

But how many battleship gray-primered retrofit vans might one expect to find within the specifically-targeted area at any one time? A few smaller, sleeker, personal rollers belonging to enclave residents are stationary nearby the box on wheels.

Hergenrather glances at the vorp and back to Pojade. “What do you think, Henry? That the one?”

“It’s a match.”

“Well, there you go. The drops are a minute out. Let’s see if the place is inside a bubble or not. Shall we?”

“You mean, before your teams hit an active field?”

“Won’t matter.”

“If there is one, is anyone inside likely to know it’s been breached?”

“Pfff. Hard to say. I don’t really care. I’ve been itching to try something new and this looks like the place.”

He presses three points on the back of his left wrist in sequence, then all three at once, and favors Pojade with a Joker’s grin. “I think you’re going to like this.”

Pojade watches an object fall into the vorp, from his point of view, into an area between structures, among the other, smaller runabouts near the target vehicle. It’s a small thing, and it breaks apart on the ground.

There is no blossom of power. No shockwave of force. Only darkness filling the vorp. Impenetrable darkness.

Street and lot lighting, structure illumination and signage, none of it is visible.

Pojade’s consternation is written in his features as he rounds on Hergenrather. “Where…? What the Hell happened?”

“Dimmstone.”

Pojade blinks. “What?”

“Dimmstone. There was a fragment of it inside the projectile and, even better, there is a null field in place there. The mechanism holding the shell together failed when it penetrated the field, exposing the fragment. And now, contained within the null field, true night has come to Jeopardy, all the way from Hevn.”

“I… don’t understand what you’re saying, Jacob.”

“I know.”

       ~       ~

The last thing Henry Pojade wants to do right now is right in front of him to be done right now.

Jacob Hergenrather’s second ‘announce & validate’ tone sounding inside his head seems somehow, impossibly, more strident than the first.

His first exchange with the NexUS Deputy Director had been brief and he had not bothered to step into virtua for it. Before he could open his mouth, Hergenrather was already talking.

“Where are they, Henry?”

“We haven’t reacquired the target.”

“You’ve had over five hours!”

“Let me work. I’ll talk to you when I have something to tell,” Pojade had said and ended the audience. Just like that.

That was almost a minute ago.

Pojade weighs the potential costs of not responding at all and limiting this contact, at least until the vehicle has been found. That, or endure further maddening interaction with the demon Beelzebub. It is a difficult choice.

He engages as before and, this time, says without preamble, “I know you understand, Jacob, this is no longer a surveillance mission, if it ever was one. The legacy routine that ran when the Sandia files uploaded and started this…” he struggles to find a descriptive word and settles for, “… clusterfuck, also smoothed some of the way upstream here considerably. Still, it took nearly as long for me to explain what happened to the first drone I misappropriated as it did to acquire and reroute another one to find that roller again.”

Long silence. “And?”

“The reassigned eye is another half-hour from the target area.”

Somehow, Hergenrather’s silence feels hot.

“Understand me,” Pojade says, “I want to find that vehicle and its occupants as much as you do.”

“I doubt that.”

“Their transceiver is disabled. Unable to transfer to a trac route, their range is dramatically limited. That, and we have a profile on the current owner.”

“You know where they’re going.”

“With high probability, if they’re not already there.”

“Don’t keep me in suspense.”

“Do you remember when Gerzier offered his G-cell package deals to those little ‘mom & pop’ villages that began to spring up before the End Times?”

Pojade pronounces the celebrated recluse’s name with the proper French-Canadian articulation, rather than the typical American bastardization popular among those who disparage him.

“And then, when the Rebuild began and he was energizing cities like Seattle, Portland, and the Medford/Ashland String, he continued to offer more of the same small change deals. Nearly limitless power for a compact community in a tight package. If the government hadn’t stepped in to limit their spread, they’d be all over the place. Like a rash.”

“I said don’t keep me in suspense, Henry.”

“There were three of the surviving eighteen RFAs spread out from there to the Sea of Angeles within their range when we lost our drone. Our AI-IC’s found a connection.”

“Transfer the coordinates for that location to Center,” Hergenrather says. “Then you can go ahead and stand down. We’ve got this.”

“I can’t do that, Jacob.”

“You can’t do what?”

“Earlier,” Pojade says, “while utilizing our resources, you ordered me not to interfere with your plans for these persons. You called them ‘walking dead’ when we first spoke of them. At that time, the instructions of the legacy program that brought us together in this gave us a supporting role only, and I was willing to help move this incident to resolution with you.

“However, linked to the disturbing Sandia Pueblo incident, the destruction of a high-value Homeland asset by one of these persons has altered our involvement here. Whatever jurisdiction has been granted you, my AI-IC agrees this is a Homeland matter now as well. And regardless your legitimate claim to them, those occupants are going to answer our questions first.”

“What the delusional fuck are you babbling about?! You don’t seriously expect us to stand down and step aside while you blunder into something you don’t understand, do you?”

“I understand you have strict priorities of your own in this, Jacob. Please understand me with absolute clarity. Neither you, nor your people, will interfere in our apprehension of these individuals. Your recourse from that point will be straightforward, but it will come after our interests have been satisfied.” He pauses, a period at the end of his statement. “Are we clear on this?”

Another hot silence.

“Jacob?”

 “That was good, Henry. Sounds like there’s someone there you need to impress. I hope they are because I know I am. Here’s the thing.

“Your attempt to redefine the authority already vouchsafed us regarding the disposition of the vehicle and its occupants is transparently thin. Vapor, in fact, and you know it. The legacy program’s instructions are specific and Homeland’s authority ends exactly there. Ends. There. Your AI-in-charge can suck my ass until my head caves in.

“But I will offer you this, Henry. You can ask all the questions you want of any survivors after we intercept them. How’s that?”

“I have teams enroute.”

“If you care about them, keep them out of the zone.”

“In the event the enclave is enveloped, we will enforce access without an incident.”

“We don’t need your help and I relish a good incident. Are you saying this hive has null capability?”

“Ostensibly, any of them have the potential for it. That specific functionality certainly figured into each clave’s individual contractual arrangements with Gerzier. Of course, as you might imagine, Homeland doesn’t have access to Gerzier’s records.

“So far, we’ve identified only four of them with the capability. The one in question is in some rugged terrain and is an unknown, although my AI-IC now gives it high probability.”

“Perfect.”

“And, you know,” Pojade adds, “if the field is active, it’s difficult to detect without flying into it. I can’t spare another eye.”

“Sounds like you’re just dancing around to give your teams more time. I cannot protect your people. Understand that. It’s up to you to do that. Keep them back, transfer the coordinates to Center, and let’s get this incident started.”

A pause stretches out. Sweat trickles through the matted hair between Pojade’s shoulder blades. He feels it seeping into the furry curve of his spine. He cues the technician beside him and her fingers tap out an uninterrupted paradiddle and a half.

“Whatever comes, I’m committed here too,” he says. “What I will do for now is stand by and record until this doesn’t go the way you think.”

“Whatever,” Hergenrather says. “While you were talking, Sonder scanned the likely target RFA from orbit. You confirmed the location. The vorp is already developing detail. The drop teams are on approach. If you want to bring yourself inside, you can watch. I’ll have three teams on-site in less than two minutes.”

“Think that’ll be enough?”

 

.       .       .

 

The most maddeningly unlikely bogie on the ground in his broad experience, when viewed from space, seems insignificant. Closer up, however, it still doesn’t look like much, but the degree of magnification and focus is impressive.

Also, the new, real-time, AI-assisted night vision images are first rate, just like daytime. The AI’s viewing angle adaptive feature is still in beta, however, and insufficient to verify the license plate’s legend from orbit.

But how many battleship gray-primered retrofit vans might one expect to find within the specifically-targeted area at any one time? A few smaller, sleeker, personal rollers belonging to enclave residents are stationary nearby the box on wheels.

Hergenrather glances at the vorp and back to Pojade. “What do you think, Henry? That the one?”

“It’s a match.”

“Well, there you go. The drops are a minute out. Let’s see if the place is inside a bubble or not. Shall we?”

“You mean, before your teams hit an active field?”

“Won’t matter.”

“If there is one, is anyone inside likely to know it’s been breached?”

“Pfff. Hard to say. I don’t really care. I’ve been itching to try something new and this looks like the place.”

He presses three points on the back of his left wrist in sequence, then all three at once, and favors Pojade with a Joker’s grin. “I think you’re going to like this.”

Pojade watches an object fall into the vorp, from his point of view, into an area between structures, among the other, smaller runabouts near the target vehicle. It’s a small thing, and it breaks apart on the ground.

There is no blossom of power. No shockwave of force. Only darkness filling the vorp. Impenetrable darkness.

Street and lot lighting, structure illumination and signage, none of it is visible.

Pojade’s consternation is written in his features as he rounds on Hergenrather. “Where…? What the Hell happened?”

“Dimmstone.”

Pojade blinks. “What?”

“Dimmstone. There was a fragment of it inside the projectile and, even better, there is a null field in place there. The mechanism holding the shell together failed when it penetrated the field, exposing the fragment. And now, contained within the null field, true night has come to Jeopardy, all the way from Hevn.”

“I… don’t understand what you’re saying, Jacob.”

“I know.”

 

       ~       ~

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Ruby In Jeopardy

The road into Jeopardy begins with a sharp jog off an older, unconverted highway.

Unmarked and unimproved, partially obscured by vegetation, you could easily miss the turnoff. The first couple hundred yards around the first bend might seem a little rough too, but from there, the way is almost always passable regardless the weather.

The gatekeeper knows you’re coming. By the time you negotiate that last, long canyonside curve, the gate is right smack dab down in front of you. Sturdy sonofabitch. Might take a tank or a Schwarzkopf battle suit to break through it. You’d better stop. Or you could drive off the hillside.

What’s that you say? Gate’s fine if you’re in a roller, but a floater will just go right over top of it. Right?

Well, yes and no.

 

Driver-side window scrolls all the way down and a round woman leans out to offer the gatekeeper a chubby-cheeked grin.

“Gus sent me,” she says.

The gatekeeper steps closer. “I’m gonna need more than that.”

“Gus Grabowski.”

“Never heard of ‘im.”

“He’s been the caretaker out at the End of the Road there ten, eleven years.”

The gatekeeper lifts a handheld from one of his pockets and enters something. He wipes its screen with a sleeve and lifts it to frame the woman’s face. She’s not grinning anymore.

He holds it close again, reading something, makes an entry, and waits. He looks up at her with a frown.

“Sorry. Nobody by that name. Or that location, for that matter. You sure you’re at the right place? Lots of ‘rafas’ like this one all over.”

“I been here before.”

“Recent-like?”

“Been a few. Why?”

“Well, I’m sorry to tell you you’re not going to be here today. I can’t let you in on that name and story. You got another?”

“Maybe I should call him first.”

“You can try.”

Her hand-held provides a useful signal indicator. Its indication is unencouraging.

He points back the way she’s come. “Go ahead, turn ‘round, back to the highway. Good luck to ya.”

“Just like that?”

“Fraid so.”

“I remember this place used to be a lot friendlier back then.”

A new and different face leans in, framed in the window beside Chubby-cheeks. It too is a woman’s face, this one cast in flesh as black as raven feathers. Her hair is a tight cap of bristle and her eyes are disturbing in the light.

“Open the way and allow us to pass,” she says. It doesn’t have the ring of a command; it just sounds like the reasonable thing to do.

Transfixed for a moment, then not, the gatekeeper looks down and taps a sequence into his handheld. He squints into the device, and looks up into those rainbow eyes.

“Do you have a passcode?” he says.

The raven woman shifts her gaze to the round woman. The round woman shakes her head and the raven woman says, “We don’t need one.” Her voice is like a caress. “Allow us to pass.”

The gatekeeper stands motionless for a long count, gazing at her. One hand raises and gestures at arm’s length the way they had come. The other rests on the mob gun slung from his shoulder.

“Turn around,” he says slowly, enunciating. “Go back to the highway. Drive away. Do not come back.” He gives what appears a friendly wave of his hand. “And, once again, good day t…”

The driver-side cargo door grinds open to a hard stop and a giant pours out of it.

The gatekeeper backpeddles, unclasping the keeper on his weapon. Okay, maybe it’s not a giant, but it is too big, too fast, too close, and he swings the streetsweeper up.

And it’s gone. Slapped into outer space along with his trigger finger at the second knuckle.

He sees his gun tumbling over the embankment, fifty meters or so away.

A fist almost the size of his own head bunches up the front of his jacket, shirt, and a good wad of chest hair. His feet leave the ground.

A squared face black as a starless winter night scowls at him, growling low in its throat. Its skin, lips, all black, just like the second woman at the cab’s window. This one’s eyes are either the work of a skilled cosmetic optician, or similarly inhuman.

“Could ya let ‘im down for a minute, Festus?” a new voice calls out.

Some guy in a beat-up cowboy hat is climbing out of the van, coming close.

The gatekeeper’s feet touch the ground and the vice clamped on his chest hair releases.

Cowboy Hat says, “Here, put this on your hand,” removing a faded bandana from around his neck, extending it to him. It might have been blue once.

Grimacing, the gatekeeper wads it tight around the hot coal where his finger used to be.

Chubby-cheeks approaches with a chattering staff in her hand. She plants it between them and stares up into his eyes without the least deference, offering, in her other hand, a bit of something oddly shaped, a twisted piece of… some kind of root, maybe.

“Chew it up,” she says. “It don’t taste bad and it’ll help with the pain.”

He takes it, eyeing it with skepticism.

“And put more pressure on that. You got a name?” she says.

“Robert.”

“There’s people here know me, Robert. I’m not in the wrong place and I think you know it. I got a right to be here. Who says different besides you?”

“Well, the mayor…” Robert winces at the fury in his hand, steeling himself. “Mayor Shrever’s got new rules. They ain’t mine; I’m just a gatekeep.”

“Larry?” the round woman says. She’s grinning again. “Larry Shrever’s the mayor?” Chuckling, she shuffles back to the vehicle’s cab.

Cowboy Hat gives him a brotherly pat on the shoulder. “Let’s go get that hand looked at. Have a little pow wow with Mayor Larry while we’re doin’ it. C’mon.”

There doesn’t seem much reason to argue. It’s curious the fire inside the faded bandana hasn’t ignited it yet, but it is beginning to take on a reddish color.

Cowboy Hat guides him toward the van and, with his good hand clamping the other, he guides the root to his mouth and bites into it. It’s not bad.

Rainbow Eyes has vacated the passenger seat and it is presented as the only available seating option. He hoists himself up and in and the door is pressed firmly closed from without.

Chubby-cheeks is watching him from the driver’s seat. She hands him a pair of heavy socks from the console stashbox. “Put one over top for now and the other in your pocket for later. And keep pressure on it.”

Robert turns to see the giant and Rainbow Eyes in the cluttered cargo area with two enormous dogs, both of them bigger than he. They are all watching him as Cowboy Hat clambers back inside, dragging the door closed with a metallic scrape and whollop.

Robert opens the gate.

“Everybody sit tight and hold on to your lunch,” Chubby-cheeks says and the riven enter into Jeopardy.

The gate closes behind.

 

Many who have never been introduced to the sensations of null-field penetration describe crossing the field perimeter for the first time as a near-death experience. Most who say this have never actually had a near-death experience, but one could easily imagine how it might be so.

The sensation is brief, over before you know it, some like to say, but it’s visceral and bone-deep. You know it.

 

The duly elected mayor of the Commonwealth of Jeopardy, Laurence Myron Shrever, is at streetside as the conveyance rolls to a stop more or less in a designated parking slot in front of an unattractive, official-looking, block building.

Ruby steps out, stretching her back in the doorframe before reaching inside to retrieve her staff. She leaves the door open and her hitching approach is slow.

The mayor is not alone. Two individuals in uniform flank him, a square-jawed, heavy-set woman to his right and an unusually large fellow on his left. This one is not so much tall, though tall enough, but nearly as wide as he is high and his features are unsettling.

Both wear a formal, dour expression appropriate to whatever office they represent—something related to law enforcement, no doubt.

“Well, hello, Larry,” Ruby says from curbside with a smile. She sounds cheerful. “I imagine we’re both kind of surprised at how this day’s going. Congratulations on your new job, by the way.”

The mayor clears his throat and begins to speak. Ruby turns away from him to indicate Robert clambering out of the passenger door.

The gatekeeper rounds the high fender cradling his hand in what appears a bloody rag.

The woman at the mayor’s shoulder stiffens. Her counterpart begins to step forward. She speaks a quiet word and he halts, like a dog on a tether.

Ruby returns her attention to the mayor.

“As surprised and oddly relieved as I am to see you, Larry, I didn’t stop here to chat with you and your new friends. Robert obviously needs medical attention. He’s with you now and I’m going to go see Gus.”

“No, you’re not,” says the woman. “You’re under arrest for unlawful entry and injury to my deputy.”

“That’s a really bad idea,” Robert says, approaching. “I’m not pressing charges, anyway.”

“Don’t be a butt plug, Larry,” Ruby says to the mayor. “I have credentials here, same as you do. Robert got hurt because you gave him a stupid order and he did his best to follow it.”

“That’s one way to look at it,” the mayor says after a brief consideration. “Another is that you’ve invited yourself into the clave without authorization. You were told to turn back and away. You overcame our gatekeeper, forced your way in, and pose an uninvited and demonstrably hostile threat to the community.”

“Seriously,” Robert says, “let it go. Why do you have to be such an asshole all the time?”

The big woman steps forward to take Robert’s arm.

“Shut up, you idiot,” she says, jerking him forward, away from the vehicle.

“Hey! Watch it!” He’s stumbling, but upright. “You know what? You’re an asshole too.”

Ruby follows the woman’s movements as she gives Robert the legendary “bum’s rush” into the building. A slow scan of the nearby surroundings brings her gaze back to Mayor Larry and the imposing tree stump beside him.

“First of all,” she says, “I want you to know I gave Robert something organic for the pain and it’s had the unintended side effect of loosening his tongue quite a bit as well. He can’t help it. Try not to hold it against him; he was just saying what we were probably all thinking anyway.

“Other thing is this. If you arrest me, Larry,” she hooks a thumb over her shoulder, “you’ll have to arrest us all, and that’s going to be a tall order, even for Officer Roadblock there.

“Tell you what. I promise not to leave without checking in with you first. If you still want to arrest us, that’ll give you time to retrain your deputies and reenforce your holding cells. Okay?”

The mayor stares at her with a scowl, but says nothing.

She is close enough for him to see her eyes and she returns his gaze from an interstellar distance. “Will you tell me where I can find Gus now?”

He says at last, “I don’t keep track of him personally.” He sounds petulant. “He’s an habitual person, though, and often, at this time of day, he’s likely on his usual stool at the Station having coffee and pie.”

Ruby’s cheeks scrunch into a grin once more. “From ‘never-heard-of-him’ to familiar local color in less than five minutes. I think here at the end of the day, it’s starting to look up again. What do you think, Larry?”

The mayor begins to answer as Ruby pivots with her staff and her shuffle carries her toward the van’s open door. The officer beside the mayor begins to move forward. Larry raises a hand and the man halts.

A pair of personal runabouts pass on the street. The van backs out of the space and follows at a distance. The road bends left and the van traces its curve out of sight.

 

       ~      ~

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Pojade

The images displayed are as sharp and clear as the best law enforcement recorders can generate under the circumstances and the burly brown bear peering over the shoulder of a somber technician is experiencing an unaccustomed level of anxiety.

It’s not the content arrayed before him causing his misgiving, although the subject matter is disconcerting for a variety of reasons.

Nor is it the luxurious pelt of body hair matted beneath his clothing that’s challenging the efficacy of his anti-perspirant. Rather, it is the certain knowledge that the images the system has just filtered for review are going to require Henry Pojade to do something he most definitely does not want to do.

Sweat has begun to trickle down his back and beads upon the brow of his big, pink, baby-face.

“What do you make of that irregularity?” he says.

The technician, a slight Hispanic woman with a poker face, says, “The woman in white?”

“Yes. Has the record been edited?”

“No, sir. The corruption we’re seeing is sunfade.”

“The trainee?”

“Medical on-site reports he is physically unharmed.”

“Do you have a marker at the disappearance of the woman and the trainee?”

“Yes, sir. I have markers at each instance of her anomalies.”

“Show them to me.”

He watches each of the records twice, reviewing, despite the degradation, the detail from both officers’ personal recorders and the one in their vehicle. The unidentified woman vanishes from her place in front of the local civilian, materializes in front of the junior officer, and both vanish. A momentary pucker in the air marks the spot where they stood and nothing more. The junior officer’s body cam ceases working at that time.

Seventeen seconds later, the woman reappears alone to confront the senior officer who simply disengages and returns to his vehicle as though nothing had happened. He drives off the Pueblo property to a McDonalds drive-thru in nearby Bernalillo, where he purchases three Big Meals and consumes them with an eerie urgency.

There is nothing in Pojade’s experience to help him place this in a reasonable context.

“Can you clean it up so we can see more detail?”

He’s just stalling now and he knows it.

It is an aversion stronger even than his embarrassing and inexplicable fear of amphibians. While the proximity of a toad may drive him to an illogical state of apprehension, the thought of contacting the Deputy Director of LocUS, even in vee, spawns within Pojade a wave of unreasonable dread difficult to drive down or rationalize. After all he’s experienced in his often-violent career, something about Jacob Hergenrather repels him at a primal level.

Regardless, he’s committed and the connection is initiated.

The obligatory ‘announce and validate’ protocol is acknowledged without haste. Almost a half-minute passes before Pojade’s unease is rewarded.

The ‘accept’ cue is followed by full engagement in subjective space. Resolution is instantaneous and, as expected, troubling.

The Deputy Director is cast in near-silhouette against a sickly, greenish-gray phosphorescence. The color, intensity, and subtle motion of the envelope remind Pojade of things pustulent and poisonous. It never fails to make his stomach churn.

Hergenrather’s suit is a razor-edged shadow, but his eyes are the color of sunlight through an iceberg. Shaved head and scowling facial hairstyle only accentuate Pojade’s perception of malevolence.

He’s seen dangerous men before. Lots of them.

He’s experienced the deadly, surgical precision of a textbook military insertion, the randomized mayhem of a well-planned incursion gone hopelessly awry, and known the inhuman brutality of men to whom torture is a craft. He has survived mindless violence spawned of desperation and faced the murderous aggression of street thugs and professionals alike.

This one is like none of them.

No one has ever accused Pojade of being a churchgoing man. The constraints of organized religion have always tended to run more or less counter to his personal set of principles. The antithetical concepts of Heaven and Hell seem designed to keep the ignorant and gullible in line, and he perceives himself as neither.

He doesn’t believe in angels and yet, given all he’s seen in his circuitous path on this bloodthirsty rock, the existence of their dark counterparts seems more than likely.

He’s a big fellow, Pojade is—not Samoan rugby player big, but enough to make him a noticeable presence. Hergenrather is head and shoulders taller.

Perhaps it’s merely his experimental and, as yet, unbalanced anti-depressant talking here, but assuming for the sake of argument that the demon Beelzebub contrived to walk the Earth in the guise of a man, he imagines it would look and sound like Jacob Hergenrather.

The only thing that ameliorates Pojade’s anxiety and the knot in his stomach is his own self-loathing at the realization that this meeting is in vee, for Christ’s sake. Nobody dies in vee, not in a NoASR regulated environment, and certainly not with the kind of failsafes his agency’s interface has in place.

The smile on Hergenrather’s face carries nothing of warmth nor humor, his silence broken by neither greeting nor inquiry, merely a narrowing of the eyes and tilt of the head.

Instead of meaningless pleasantries or unnecessary verbiage, Pojade conjures a virtual portal cloned from his technician’s feed.

Within the vorp, five individuals are imaged near a well-used personal cargo vehicle, a roller with a vintage body type. It’s a custom job of a style popularized at the beginning of the transportation reboot, a cheap conversion, functional and unattractive, just the kind of heap one would expect to find on Indian land.

The vehicle and two of the individuals have linking icons afloat in the virtual air beside them, catalogued references. One of them is an indigenous man, a local, and the other, a short, rotund woman, is far from her home of record. The other three are unidentified, not in the uncharted depth and breadth of Sonder’s memory, unrecognized by any linked agency database.

A watchdog program, however, some kind of legacy routine embedded in the system, had lit up like a proverbial pinball machine, flagging them for immediate scrutiny.

The pair in white garb are unaccountably bizarre.

Of the two, the big one looks armored up, packing a hefty sidearm on his right side that looks as though it could use some counterbalance.

The smaller one, a hardbodied female, appears unarmed and carries herself with a self-assured poise he’s seen before. He thought she looked every bit as troublesome as her much larger companion, even before he saw what she is able to do.

Their cosmetic choice, an all-over black as deep and complete as he’s ever seen, is curious.

The third among them is a male, early-mid forties at a guess, a lean, ropey fellow about six-foot nothing, maybe a buck sixty. Pojade refuses to internally calculate the metric equivalents. Long, straight black hair, high cheekbones, prominent nose, hard lines, likely Amerind.

This one, Pojade surmises, might belong to any segment of a small, but recalcitrant population of unchipped, disenfranchised, rebellious trash who think their disdain for the society they reject insulates them from the responsibilities of citizenship.

Hergenrather walks around the vorp, a slow turn, stopping to stare at the man in the battered, wide-brimmed hat. It’s pushed back on his head enough to reveal a weathered, stony face, a hawk nose, and eyes green like new grass. His hair is long and black, but the stubble on his jaw and upper lip is an unexpected red in the bright sunlight.

If it had seemed Hergenrather could not appear more unnerving, Pojade watches his features transformed by undisguised joy. The effect is grotesque. And short-lived.

“Where is this?”

“It was recorded within the Pueblo of Sandia in New Mexico, a sequestered community that does not embrace uninvited visitors.”

“How long ago was this acquired?”

“Four and a half hours.”

“And I’m just hearing about it now?”

“Tribal Police protocol doesn’t require continuous feed. This was captured during a global upload following the most recent sunfade and an algorithm that’s been running for—hell, I don’t know, so long it’s become canon—pushed these three records through CBP. The Assistant Commissioner handed it off to me thirty minutes ago. I allocated a drone to locate the vehicle’s transponder and acquire visual confirmation of the target before I contacted you. Who are they?”

“Walking dead. Where are they now?”

“Northwest New Mexico, near Four Corners. They’re off the trac network, westbound on an unconverted highway. We won’t be able to detour or shut them down directly, but I can have them detained within the hour.”

“No. Do nothing. Wait while I bring this to the Director.” His avatar recedes into the dead, gray-green backlight and the air of frigid malignance relaxes.

Seconds crawl past as Pojade observes how the phosphorescence seems to demonstrate occasions of fluid movement within. It reminds him of weirdly glowing urine. He works to relax the gorge rising again in his throat.

Hergenrather’s return to the conversation is not a relief.

“Show them to me,” says the Deputy Director. It sounds like an order.

Chaffing, Pojade delivers terse instruction to his operator.

A new vorp opens in the space between the two men and envelops them, each sharing an aerial panorama. Beneath them, a near-deserted highway stabs through hundreds of square kilometers of bleak, high desert barrens.

The highway begins to fall toward them, accelerating in a precipitous plunge that terminates an abrupt, gut-wrenching two meters above the pavement.

Neither man is moved, as anyone might be, even in the virtual realm, to clutch instinctively at a nearby stationary object. There are none and Pojade observes Hergenrather with grudging approval.

The eye’s relative position and speed is displayed in an unobtrusive optic in the upper left corner of Pojade’s vision. It does little to distract him from Hergenrather’s glacial stare as their view levels on the target vehicle.

Ocher light from a lowering sun washes the front end of the geriatric utility van and highlights the two individuals in the cab.

The abbreviated nomenclature of the boxy roller’s linking icon is sufficient to indicate its license and inspections are current, and another icon floating in the virtual air beside the roly-poly driver indicates her file has already been catalogued for reference. Right now, it is enough to verify the target has been correctly acquired.

The woman in the passenger seat with no linking icon and jeweled eyes confirms it.

“She looks like her skin is dyed black.” Pojade says. “What the Hell’s that all about?”

“Irrelevant. Are you sure the other two are in the back?”

“They made a rest stop twenty-five minutes ago. Everybody piled out, including those two big dogs from the pueblo. Everyone did their business, climbed back inside, and off they went. No stops since.” Are you certain you don’t want us to intercept?”

“Under no circumstances will you make contact with the subjects. Do you understand me?”

Pojade’s “Yes,” comes at the end of a reflective pause to reconsider his tone. “I understand you.”

“Then transfer full copies of all records to me and release the eye to my control. I’ll take it from here.”

“I can’t do that.”

“You can’t do what?”

“I can’t give you the drone.”

“Why not?”

“My operator is copying the SPD records to you, everything the eye’s recorded so far, and a stream of everything it continues to record, but I don’t have authority to turn the asset over to you.”

“I don’t think you want to start a pissing match with me over a fucking drone, Henry.”

“I have revised directives from the AC-IOC. Our inventory has been decimated by the so-called Vulcan storms. Models sporting avionics and telemetry hardened to maintain operational integrity against the electromagnetic interference are spread thin. I’ve stretched my own authority just keeping a valuable asset that’s been requisitioned elsewhere focused on your persons of interest, although the level of that interest has unquestionably been justified.”

“Wake your Operations Chief and have him give you authorization.”

“No, Mr. Hergenrather. I’m not going to do that.”

“And I thought we were pals, Henry.”

The technician, invisible at Pojade’s right hand, says in his earbud, “Sir, are you seeing this?”

The woman in the van’s passenger seat is pointing. Afternoon sun sets her jet features in vivid relief and, despite its glare in her face, she is pointing as though she has somehow seen the tiny thing pacing almost half a klick ahead of the vehicle. She appears to be pointing at them.

“Take it up. Now!” Pojade says and the technician’s response is a stomach-churning vertical ascent for those within the virtual portal.

The drone’s pressors slingshot it a full kilometer above the vehicle in seconds. Tiny, silent, its chameleon skin renders it effectively invisible.

Pojade straightens himself, shaking off the visceral effect. Hergenrather appears unmoved.

Below them, the van slows to a stop off the blacktop’s edge. The passenger-side cargo door opens. The largest of the subjects steps out and looks up. He seems to be scanning the bottomless blue of late afternoon sky. His eyes cease tracking.

A swash of burnished metal sweeps up in his hand. A bright turbulence becomes a burst engulfing the vorp for an instant before man, van, highway, and desert are erased in a silent flash.

Outside her supervisor’s virtual envelope, the operator is pressed back against her seat, squinting at her deck. Save for a couple rows of small function tiles at its margin, her viewport is blank. Her hands twiddle virtual controls in an attempt to reestablish connection to the asset.

“It’s gone, sir,” she says.

Blinking against a dazzling afterimage for the moment it takes the agency’s AI’s physics to catch up, Pojade’s tari is surrounded by the envelope of putrid ambiance once more. Beelzebub is beside him and its expression is furious, a thunderhead.

The sweat rolling down Pojade’s back feels cold, though his tari does not exhibit the shiver he feels in Real. He silently curses this sense of dread he cannot shake off. This creature can’t harm him.

“I will contact the Assistant Commissioner and task another drone,” he says. “I’ll notify you when the target is reacquired.”

“You do that.”

The sickening backdrop and the razor silhouette wink out.

Two calming breaths are barely enough. Wrestling a pill bottle from a deep pocket, Pojade turns to his technician.

“You alright?” he says and pops a couple tablets into his mouth, swallowing them dry.

Poker face restored, she says, “I may have found another eye we can redeploy. Top of the call list. There will be some blowback.”

“I just lost a drone I misappropriated from the call list earlier today. Of course there’s going to be blowback. It’s nothing like what will happen if we lose that vehicle and its occupants.”

“I have your authorization, sir?”

“You have to ask?”

“Yes, sir. I do.”

“All right, then; you have it. Make it happen and alert me when you have a lock on them. And… don’t let them see this one.”

 

     ~   

Copyright ©  David R L Erickson   2022
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Tradition & Obligation

Jonas watches the uniformed man return to his sleek, metallic buggy. Its odd, wing-like doors close with a hushed solidity and the conveyance moves away under its own queer, whirring power.

The dogs complete a couple exuberant revolutions around and shoulder up against him. He lowers the burden of his gear to the ground.

A city has sprung up overnight it seems like, spread out across the high desert in the distance and roundabout, even up into the folded skirts of the mountain and against its southward range. Distant somethings in the air, skimming among the structures, might be birds, but they don’t move like birds.

Short days ago, by his reckoning, he’d found himself in a bizarre little bugtussle perched on the tableland’s edge far to the north of here, called by its peculiar inhabitants, Woebegone. Now there’s a curious word that does not mean the departure of woe, like you’d think, but the opposite. A fitting epithet for that twisted place.

Before awakening to an unscheduled captivity there, he’d been given a vision, a powerful, harrowing foreknowledge, frightening in its depth and implications.

In that dreamwalk, near its end, he saw coaches moving under their own power, both on roadways stretching into hazy distance and through the air as well. Wonders like them and more presented themselves, but he was detached from it all then, a phantom observer only. Not now. He’s certain this is not the same place he was shown, but if his vision of such oddities was accurate, then the other matters that accompanied them, vivid and terrible, are likely accurate as well. That he’s standing here now should be proof enough.

It is an inconvenient fact that often times his knowing is less a blessing than one might imagine. The incomprehensible workings of the Great Mystery have set his life adrift without benefit of map or compass. There is no wonder without terror, his grandfather had assured him long ago. Old Standing Elk sure knew what he was talking about.

Tunkasila, wakinyelo omakiyayo,” he says, and rests his hands on the great rumpled heads on either side of him, anchoring him to the world.

Close by, waiting at the edge of the paved street, is another coach, larger than the one that just drove away and not nearly as smart-looking. It’s big and square and, like the other, there appears no place to hitch a team to pull it, nor need for such. This one, too, has small metal wheels rimmed in thick India rubber or some such, and inside, enclosed behind a wide glass window that matches the thing’s contours, are what look to be cushioned seats. Behind that resides a fair-sized compartment which, through the wide-open side door, seems to have received the brunt of an avalanche of someone’s personal belongings.

A short woman of generous proportions stands nearby in a long, earthen-hued skirt that reaches nearly to the ground. Her feet are bare. An unconstrained cataract of reddish-brown hair whips in a momentary gust as she turns her face to acknowledge him with a nod.

In her left hand is a sturdy branch of twisted willow, as tall as she. It is an eye-catching instrument and Jonas can’t decide which, the woman or the staff, is supporting the other. The hint of an impish smile brushes her lips and lifts her chubby cheeks. Whoever she is, she’s more than just a bystander, that much is sure. He touches a finger to the brim of his hat.

The stern-looking native man, youngish with darkened, angular features, has squared up to Narregan and Brin. In a clear ceremonial voice, he begins a solemn harangue in his own language. Fused oration and song, it progresses without apparent conclusion in sight.

In the intimate connection of the taproot, Brin’s “voice” is in Jonas’s mind.

‘Jo’nas, this one names himself Tonjuh. Do you understand his speech?’

‘Not a word. I reckon he figures you do. Likely he’s pegged you both as a couple of his tribe’s deities and he’s offering his people’s sincere regards.’

Narregan’s inclusion in the tap is a deep harmonic. ‘Whether this is an address prepared well in advance of our emergence, or an impromptu obeisance, we have been treated properly, honorably, and I suspect, at some risk had we been discovered, vulnerable to those less invested in our safety. We will allow him to find conclusion before we withdraw from this place before it becomes necessary to conflict with these t’sunguc further.’

Jonas’s opinion is that with Ile Slohan holding them as they slept, they were likely never vulnerable at all, but as Narregan has demonstrated some tangled emotions regarding the spirit-stone in the past, he decides it best to hold that thought close.

This one Brin called ‘Tonjuh’ seems to reach a coda in his formal address and falls silent, studying the kachinas with expectation. He appears to shy from Brin’s eyes and Narregan has none he can find. Finally, he settles his stony gaze on Jonas. Tonjuh’s spirit-face fairly shouts of inner conflict between doubt and conviction and, regarding Jonas in particular, an abiding suspicion.

Jonas paces forward until he’s even with his companions and plants himself beside Brin. The brindle wolfhound rocks back on his haunches beside Jonas’s caboodle. The fawn noses her way between Jonas and Brin, jostling them just enough to allow her space to add her weighty stare to those of her people as they consider the lone man facing them.

Martin eyes this rough fellow with skepticism, this supposed “sorcerer” who, in his turn, levels a solemn scrutiny from the shade of his hat.

The old stories say the kachinas arrived outside the pueblo in a storm of power unlike anything ever witnessed—everyone saw it—power wielded by the brujo who accompanied them. His great grandfather, Poeyeh himself, witnessed this wonder with his own eyes.

Martin knows how stories grow and change in the telling. Embellishments creep in, pertinent details creep out. Critical thinking, skepticism, and scientific method were not even remotely part of his peoples’ early belief system. If these dogs are only dogs—and despite their great size and intelligent appearance, they are just that—perhaps this man too is only a man, an ordinary man who seems more out of place in this moment than either of the inscrutable beings beside him. More so even than the dogs, for that matter.

The towering kachina, Choktotoochanay, as the Brin named it, is an imposing, armored mass of unknowable potential. And what of she whose display of inhuman ability is beyond his understanding? The question that presents itself thus to Martin is a valid one. What ordinary man travels with such as these? Martin is moved to recall once again old Poeyeh’s recollections. It is a dawning possibility he may have judged this one in haste.

The man speaks up, calling Martin by his ceremonial name. His voice is measured, his intonation traditional.

“I am Jonas Sunka Nunpa of the Sicangu Oyate. I am son of Burns Red and grandson of Standing Elk, a wicasa wakan of our band. You honor us with your recognition and the powerful words you’ve spoken to mark our re-entry into the world of Men. The generosity of your people, the gift of shelter within your sacred space, and the protection you and your people have given us will never be forgotten. We are in your debt and that’s a fact. Your people and their selfless contribution to our safety will remain in our memory and prayers as long as we draw breath from the Mother.”

This one who names himself Jonas Shoonka Noompa withdraws a coin from the watch pocket of his denims and holds it out for Martin to accept. Sunlight flashes off a silver dollar.

It would be an insult if considered as remuneration for all his people have given to protect these visitors, but that is not its purpose, nor its true value, and Martin knows it. The coin properly satisfies a traditional protocol. It anchors the story he will tell his people of this momentous day. Almost anything the man would have given him would have sufficed.

He is not a numismatist, but Martin recognizes a Seated Liberty stamped eighteen seventy-seven. It’s shiny and possibly worth tens of thousands on the collector’s market. He nods acceptance.

“I can tell it plain enough you have misgivings,” Jonas says. “It don’t much matter what you think of me,” he gestures to indicate the Travelers with him, “but my friends here and me,” he sweeps a hand to indicate the wolfhounds, “and these two brave hearts, have a narrow path and a dire purpose before us. Time is short and our presence here’s been exposed. We need to be away from this place.”

Martin arrives at a decision. He reaches to withdraw a bone-handled knife from its ancient rawhide sheath, the leather cured and hardened by time until it is almost as rigid as the wootz steel he slips from it. He holds the sacred thing in both hands for Jonas to see.

“This gift,” he says, “given to my twice great grandfather, has remained with each Watcher over the years. Do you recognize it?”

The sorcerer’s eyes trace the mysteries whorled in the blade.

“I do. My father won it in battle ‘fore I was born. Gave it to me when I was ten winters.” He raises his eyes to Martin. “Wait. You said your… GREAT grandfather?!”

“Twice great.”

 “Poeyeh?” Emerald eyes sweep the horizon behind Martin as if he’d become transparent.

“We went into the ground near the end of July thereabouts,” the brujo says. He seems to be speaking from far away. “Eighteen an’ seventy-eight.”

“Jonas Shoonka Noompa, you are in the Pueblo of Sandia. The city you see grown up around us to the south and west is Albuquerque, New Mexico. Today is the thirteenth of September and the year is two thousand twenty-seven. We have watched over you for a hundred and forty-nine years.”

Jonas’s mouth opens, as if he’s thought of something to say in response, then closes again.

“Grandfather Poeyeh understood,” Martin says, “after you had gone into the kiva to rest, that when you awoke, it would be appropriate to square with you. He did not want you to go back into the world without a knife of your own. I believe he intended to give you his own, but when you did not awaken and he grew too old to maintain his vigil, he passed on that responsibility in the same way as this,” he lifts up the wootz blade, “passed down to the next Watcher. And the next… and so on to me.

“This knife, your gift, has become a part of the story of my people. It will not pass on to another, because today, with your awakening, I am the last Watcher.”

He sheathes the blade. Unfastening his belt, he draws it from its loops to release the rawhide scabbard at his hip and, with it, another sheath. He slips the first into a back pocket and holds the second like something fragile between his outstretched hands, eyes low, offering it to Jonas in ceremonial manner. 

Jonas extends both hands and the gift is laid in them. It’s heavy.

The sheath is blood-red leather, hardened, but with a pennant of fringe so fine the breeze stirs it. Adorning it is an unfamiliar pattern of beadwork. The handle is fashioned from a small antler with a projecting spike about halfway along its length that slips into his grip between middle and third finger.

He exposes the blade, just a sliver, enough for breath to catch in his throat. He withdraws its full length—a slab of snowflake obsidian six or seven inches long shaped like a spearhead, knapped to a point, its edges twin razors.

 Ton’ja makes a circular pass with his open hand, palm down, indicating the gift. “Today is only the second time this blade has seen the sun since it was made. I have kept it only for this day. My grandfather made this when he was Watcher. It took him years working it with a patience and precision that continues to elude me. It is sharper than any steel and, though it can be broken, its edges will never dull.”

Jonas watches his hand slide the knife back into its sheath, feeling its weight and presence, hearing the whisper of the leather caressing it. That one, who sat vigil above the kiva from the day he was given the sacred responsibility as Watcher until he was no longer able to carry it, that one, created this beautiful and deadly thing. Created it for him and no other.

“Your grandfather, what was his name?”

“His name was Miguel. As Watcher he was named Ca-pen.”

Around his neck, beneath the drape of a bandana that had once been blue, is a braided leather cord joined to a leather bag hardened by sun and sweat and years. Jonas lifts it out from his shirt and works it open. His fingertips slip inside past Ile Slohan.

Delving, small familiar objects with personal significance shift aside until, at the bottom, he touches his mother’s earrings. He traps one between fingertips and extracts it. Without haste, he cinches the little bag, drops it back inside his shirt and repositions his bandana over its near-insignificant bulge.

Jonas presents the precious thing to the Watcher.

“The eye teeth of a bull elk are ivory. Two of ’em were given to me as a remembrance of great affection. Nothing I have means more to me. Take this one and the thing’s done.”

Ton’ja extends an open hand and Jonas lays the small treasure into it.

“In my prayers I will remember your grandfather, Miguel Ca-pen, and the unbending honor your lineage and your people have demonstrated to bring all of us safely to this moment.”

Martin’s nagging sense that none of this looks or feels like it should, is overshadowed by the reality in front of him. He draws himself straight, his voice is clear.

“This is a momentous time. Long we have waited for this day. There is so much for us to talk about. So much you have to teach us.” He gestures toward a row of modest structures across the roadway. “I understand your desire to be away from this place, but my home is there, a simple dwelling, but removed from the kind of misunderstanding that has occurred here.

“I ask that you do not judge us by the actions of those men. They did not understand, did not know who you are, did not comprehend the magnitude of this event, of what your presence among us means to our people. Tasked with protecting this community, the rules they must follow are narrow. Your existence is beyond the scope of their statutes, beyond their limited experience.

“Know that you are revered guests. I will alert the elders. They will come and draw their circle of protection around you. There will be no further confrontation. The entire community will come together to celebrate your awakening, a proper ceremony and feast to honor you, as you have honored our people by coming among us.” Ton’ja motions toward the street. “Let me show you the way.”

Brin’s words stall him as if she had reached out with her power and locked his knees. “Ee’eh! No, Tonjuh. I am… sorry. Jo’nas is right. We cannot remain here with you.”

“Why not?” Martin’s consternation at the way this improbable episode has so far played out has robbed him of his stony composure, his oft-imagined sense of how one conducts oneself in the presence of mythological beings and mixed-race sorcerers notwithstanding, he realizes his tone might be construed an impertinence, too late to call it back.

“Because, if we stay,” Jonas says, “there’s gonna be a ruckus. That won’t be good for anybody here, nor for them lookin’ on neither.”

“Do you suppose the Council has not the authority to intervene? The council is the authority here and I am their immediate representative.”

“I mean no disrespect to you or your council, Tonjuh, but I don’t s’pose nothin’. I can see it. Trouble’s coming and by the time we get through talkin’ about it, it’ll be on us like flies on a cow chip.”

“I will intercede with them. Once they understand who you are and why you are here, there will be no trouble.”

“You’re tellin’ me how it’s s’posed to go in your mind an’ I’m tellin’ you what’s fixin’ to happen. The cavalry’s gonna come ridin’ in with their narrow rules and guns drawn and the big guy here’s gonna loose his child-like equanimity.”

“How do you know this?”

“How d’ya know when you try to put your boot on the wrong foot?”

Ruby’s penguin shuffle carries her forward, staff chattering. She plants herself too close to Martin to be disregarded. “He’s right,” she says. “Two body recorders and one in the car, even if no one was monitoring at the moment, somebody will review the record soon enough.”

She turns to Brin. “Hi, I’m Ruby. I’m a human being too.”

“He’alowa, Roobee. I am Brin.”

“Pleased to meet you, Brin. Listen, that fellow you disappeared… where’d you take him to?”

Martin cannot believe the woman’s audacity and he opens his mouth to end her interference.

Brin indicates the church with her chin. “There. Below.”

“In the kiva?” Martin is incredulous. This has gotten completely out of control.

“Keeva… Ha’eh! Yes.”

“He’s unharmed?”

“Yes.”

“And the other one?”

“The soft one who went away? I showed him a different purpose. He will follow it for a time. What is a ‘cheeseburger’?”

Ruby’s grip on her staff tightens, head back, her body ripples until she breaks wind and, still chuckling, shifts a meaningful glance back to Martin. “As soon as either of those officers establish contact with their base, we’re going to be surrounded by flying assholes in riot gear and NO bodycams. You don’t suppose your ‘sacred guests’ have any ID, do you?”

Martin wheels on her imbued with all the authority his position carries. “This is a tribal matter in which you have no part.”

He notices the blanket she gave him from the corner of his eye, blues and greens against desert bland, and wonders when it slipped from his hands.

“Your immediate interest and personal safety will best be served if you leave us right now. In fact, I am telling you to leave. Right now.”

Ruby stares at him from far away.

Martin meets her gaze. “You say you were led here to find two dogs,” he gestures, “and you say these two are not the ones. I believe you, Ruby Bones. You are done here. Leave us.”

“It wouldn’t be the first time Spirit World has pulled my leg to get me moving the right way. You see I am here at this moment in time. You say you don’t believe in accidents.”

“Accident or not, your welcome has run out. You are trespassing on tribal land. If you’re still here when the police arrive, you will be arrested.”

“Enough.” Brin has not raised her voice, but Martin’s ears are ringing.

She steps forward, close enough to touch him, and his heart breaks into a crazed pow wow rhythm. He doesn’t want to look into her upturned face, but she speaks his name and he does. He looks away. It isn’t her eyes he remembers in the next distinct moments, but the starburst around the right one. Was it spinning around, or was he? He has to know.

Quiet calm enfolds him. His inner turmoil is not altogether gone, but he has no need to act upon it right now. He can hear the echo of his words in his mind, flinching inwardly at his loss of self-control.

Ruby scuffles closer to him and grounds her staff with barely a sound.

“I understand your entire life and purpose is invested in this moment. I don’t blame you for wanting to keep them here, but there are forces stirring. Can’t you feel it?”

Martin can feel it. There is nothing to say.

Something is nagging Jonas, like a tiny burr in his boot that won’t abate until he stops to root it out, and it turns him about. “Beg pardon, ma’am,” he says to the eccentric woman, “but what was that Tonjuh here said to you just a minute ago?”

A foot shorter, Ruby cranes her neck to afford him a searching look. “About my welcome running out?”

“Nope, ‘fore that. ‘Bout the dogs.”

She reminds him of old Standing Elk who often had that same expression when he was listening to something no one else could hear.

“Like I told him before you all showed up, spirit sent me here to find two dogs. Why?”

“I am Two Dogs.”

Ruby looks at the wolfhounds. The wolfhounds return an impassive consideration. She looks to Martin, whose open-mouthed bafflement says enough.

“The children of my band started callin’ me Sunka Nunpa when I was just a pup,” he says. “They meant it to be an insult. My father convinced me otherwise. Either way, it sorta stuck.”

Ruby blinks. “I did not see that coming.”

“Yes, ma’am, but lest we’re prepared to entertain company, we really need to vamoose now.”

“Yes. Yes, I do see THAT coming.”

Circumstances have devolved beyond Martin’s ability to control any facet of them. He turns to the half-blood and strives to keep his voice level.

“Will you be leaving us as you came?”

Jonas, hoisting his burdensome saddlebags once more, pauses. “What?”

“In a storm of power.”

“That was a knee-slapper, wasn’t it?”

“By all accounts.”

“Nope. Reckon we’ll be leavin’ with her.” Jonas tips his head toward Ruby.

“And what of us?”

“Beg pardon?”

“You were given shelter within one of our most sacred places. We watched over you, protected you from the outside world for a century and a half, waiting for you to emerge and bend your powers to heal our land, restore the river, to renew and lift up our people, if for no other reason than in return for our faithful stewardship. Instead, you’re just going to leave? You never came here to help us at all, did you?”

“No,” Jonas says. “No, we didn’t. We were guided to the old, blind shaman who… “

“Ta’luli. His name was Ta’luli.”

“Well, Tululi knew why we’d come and gave us what we needed. You’re free to question his decision, I s’poze.”

“How could Ta’luli refuse such as you?”

Silent up to this moment, the big kachina speaks. His voice a pulse in the air, felt as surely as heard.

“The eld you name T’loolee was not afraid of us. Neither was the gift of his aegis given with the thought of what might be gained in return. The generosity of your people was conferred without stipulation. If this faithful stewardship you value is simply leverage against a benefit you believe we are capable of bestowing, one we are obligated now to bestow, what was your constancy beyond a calculated self-interest?”

Traditional teachings offer no clear guidance in this circumstance. Martin’s higher education included no practical tools to navigate the empirical fact of mythic beings intruding upon the here and now. It has, however, provided him a sharp understanding of the big kachina’s meaning. Martin fixes Jonas with a wild, searching gaze and the crushing disappointment of unrealized possibilities informs his words.

“You say you are in our debt. If you have the power to restore balance to the world, why would you not do it?”

Jonas scans the horizon, inhales dry heat and lets it out slowly.

“That’s a tall order. My friends an’ me just woke up. I always like to have breakfast before I restore balance to the world.”

The big kachina’s voice rumbles, “You have assumed a host of facts nowhere in evidence, Tonjuh. Your immediate advantage will best be served by swift reconsideration of your place in current events and undesirable results to follow if this talk is not followed by action.”

Ruby’s impish smile has disappeared into the void. “Is there a back way out of here?”

Martin’s emotions fail to correlate with his sacred responsibility. None of the possibilities presented seem to match either his expectations or his perceived duty to his people and their future.

“Old Ta’luli saw way better than I do where our trail leads from here,” the brujo says. “Tell me, Tonjuh. What has your own vision shown ya?”

Martin jolts.

The memory of his journey beyond the boundaries of reason at the kiva’s doorway in the ground—less than twenty minutes ago!—returns with sufficient force to stagger him.

Is it possible his terrifying vision and these Visitors could somehow be bound together? A novel idea with nothing to substantiate it. Still, the synchronicity is as compelling as it is disturbing.

Nothing in this extraordinary sequence of events conforms to reason. There is no tradition, no historical guidance at all to match this instance, to offer direction. He is alone, immersed in a circumstance that, to his knowledge of his people’s history, has happened only once before. Martin’s opinion of Old Ta’luli’s judgment and decisions made in that other place and time has appreciated in the last minute. Who will advise him beyond the spirits of those who have preceded him? He had supposed them mute as he prayed for their guidance. He realizes now they are shouting to him across generations—as if across a gulf of stars.

Hand outstretched, palm down, Martin indicates a direction. “Head north,” he says. “Past the softball field there is a gate at the end of the paved road.” He extracts a slim ring of keys from the front pocket of his jeans, tosses it to Ruby. She plucks it from the air.

“One of those will open it. You won’t need them again. Lock it back up and drop them in the scrub beside the gate.”

Ruby nods.

“North Santa Fe Trail will take you into the town of Bernalillo. Stay off the CanAm Highway. It’s trac. Highway Three Thirteen hasn’t been converted yet.”

Ruby extends a pudgy right hand. Martin considers it only a moment, then brushes her fingers with his own.

“Throw your luggage and yourselves inside my rig,” she says to the travelers. “Half a minute we’re gone.” She pivots around her staff and does a creditable quick-march toward her vehicle’s street-side door, the syncopated stutter of her twin rattles providing the beat to her feet.

Brin reaches out a hand to Martin, an echo of Ruby’s gesture. A sensation like an electrical current accompanies her touch and he allows his fingers to rest in her palm for several seconds, indulging in the momentary thrill of contact. She graces him with a tender smile.

“You have lost far less this turn than you think,” she says.

He is careful not to meet her gaze. “How do you suppose?”

“You waited, as those before you had done, for this moment to come, and when it did, you looked for Source to reach out through us, like the Hand of ONE, to touch your life and the lives of your people. Has it not occurred to you that ONE has never done otherwise? Look to the multitude of small things that have transpired while you were waiting.”

“So often,” she says, “it is the pivotal event with far-reaching consequence one desires in the hope new marvels and favor will accompany the occasion. See us now before you, Tonjuh, and know we have experienced such an alteration of circumstances as you may not be prepared to fathom, yet from it, I can tell you this: marvels are many; favor far less abundant.

“Where we come from, there is a truth all children know: There is no Color the darkness cannot occlude. When full Night blankets all, the light you require must come from within you.”

“I… I don’t understand,” Martin says.

“I know.” She smiles again and turns away.

He watches her go. The crazy woman motions for her to sit with her up front, and she does. The door seals behind her with a hollow, metallic clap.

Martin’s attention pans back to find Jonas. A volume passes in silence between them.

Martin offers his hand. Jonas grasps Martin’s forearm. His grip is a strong one. Martin mirrors it and nods once his acknowledgement. He watches as Jonas treads the gravel interval to the waiting vehicle, the dogs circling. He follows his saddlebags through the van’s side cargo door and the dogs pile in behind.

Choktotuchaanay towers; his blank Face is turned Martin’s way and Martin is astonished to feel his knees tremble. Words are dust in his mouth. He’s certain the kachina can hear the blood pounding in his temples. He strives to control his breathing, searches his spinning thoughts for something to say that won’t sound weak or stupid when he revisits this graceless episode with the tribal elders. None occur. He hangs pierced in this great Power’s deliberation.

The kachina reaches inside its makeshift poncho and withdraws something small in its hand. As though from a distance, Martin observes his own hand reach out to take his baseball cap.

There is nothing more. Martin watches the probably-not-a-kachina clamber into the waiting vehicle with an agility and lightness he would not have imagined of one so large, or so encumbered. The side door slides closed behind him and seals with a grinding complaint. The heavy electric drive whines to life and the van glides forward.

It eases through the quiet heat and a neighborhood of low structures separated by narrow expanses of dirt. The entire insulated community still appears to have been abandoned.

No weathered faces peer out as they pass. No children or animals are in evidence. With the exception of vagrant insects congregating in lethargic eddies, there is no indication of life or movement anywhere.

Clustered housing gives way to open ground and the indicated ballpark, a diamond of bare dirt with a patchwork backstop, rickety bleachers, and a sagging chain-link perimeter fence. As promised, a boundary gate of substantial construction offers egress and, beyond it, the desert fans out, broiled to a dingy, sterile beige.

The way is clear and the van attains an impressive, albeit illegal speed.

Martin stands at curbside watching the squared-off rear end dwindle northward with its preposterous passengers. Six discrete beings, six impenetrable mysteries, have passed beyond the boundaries and the complex story of his people, here and gone in the space of less than half an hour. It defies reason.

The elders are going to have to ponder this one for a while.

A small dust cloud is kicked up in the distance by their passage. He watches it spin up into a thin, twisting column, a common enough occurrence in this land, yet somehow it seems to him a signature. The wind whips it away toward the mountain, dispersing it to nothing.

Squinting beneath a fierce midday sun, Martin notices the cap in his hand and settles it onto his head. Its shade is refreshing.

A rumpled bundle lies in a heap nearby—blues and greens, Northwest colors, an anomaly against the drab desert grit underfoot. Martin lifts it from the ground, brushes it off, and folds it under his arm. His sigh is a long one filled with resignation, regret, and perhaps a residual smattering of resentment.

A jolting electric buzz splits the air. Cicadas’ song, missing since the first kachina stepped into the sunlight, returns as though it had never gone.

 

 

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A Warrior’s Perspective

When first I am awakened from that dreamless torpor to which we had abandoned ourselves, I sense time has passed, but not how much of it, and that beyond the stony vault sheltering us, the world has changed.

It is not a surprise to find Brin has arisen first, gone, and the beasts with her. I am unconcerned for her safety outside the bounds of our covert sanctuary. One does not become Guardian without mastery of certain innate gifts and hers are uncommon.

The tap between us is alive with her customary inquisitiveness and a reassuring sense of ease. I can attest that extraordinary circumstances are required to shake her composure.

The fingers of my left hand have healed well enough. I lost none of them to infection and, although some stricture was expected, the persistent tingling numbness was not. I was fortunate.

Jo’nas begins to stir, rousing from a profound dream, and with neither haste nor delay, we gather up our few belongings and quit the immobile vessel that has carried us from one moment in time to an, as yet, unrevealed other.

The open, mud-walled court Jo’nas and I remember is enclosed now within a crude wooden structure.

Stone decomposed to grit still crunches beneath my feet as it did before, a carpet of it from corner to corner and, at the center of this closed quad, the dark aperture from which we have emerged, gapes. Its cap lays where I cast it aside to give us egress. A tangle of tubular metal and fabric protrudes from under it.

Beyond the compact trample Jo’nas and I have so far made, I mark the tracks of Brin and the beasts, a rough depression where someone has fallen, and, near it, an object in the gravel. I scoop it up, a fabric hat with a low crown and a stiff protruding brim. It seems well-worn and trained to a human-size head. An unfamiliar sigil is emblazoned on it.

From here, all footprints describe a retreat to a narrow doorway standing open at the rear of the enclosure. Together Jo’nas and I step into the light and heat of a world transformed.

This world’s brilliant sun rides the sky near zenith. It radiates an illumination more intense than Fayne’s Eye, sufficient to overwhelm my enhancements should I attempt to look again upon its face.

Nothing of the crude khenn I remember remains above the ground. Gone while we slumbered are the rude hovels of sticks and hardened mud occupying an arid expanse. Grown up in their stead are marginally sturdier dwellings and the same sense of exclusion.

The great squatting bulk of the mountain remains at the forefront of a humped and folded range marching into distant heat-haze. A sprawling kal’un has established itself across the wide plain and up into the mountain’s splayed toes, engulfing the community that gave us refuge.

Beyond it, I see evidence of more sophisticated construction, aggressive enterprise, and lively, regulated movement; streams of vehicles in purposeful transit on the ground and in the air suggest a vital society comparable to any of those on Hevn sufficiently advanced to refine architecture, implement production, and cultivate trade.

The air ripples my hair and tugs at my improvised cloak as we cross the space to where, near a pair of wheeled vehicles, Brin, and a knot of four t’sunguc are gathered.

One of them, a youngling in some sort of uniform blusters, advancing with a small weapon in his hands. He trains it upon us to gain our compliance, yapping at us in what he must believe to be an intimidating manner.

I doubt his toy packs sufficient firepower to penetrate my battledress, but I forego the idea of contesting with him. It is an unfair mismatch, and rebound scatter, should he inadvertently discharge his noisemaker, might harm another.

Even as his uniformed ally is plunging forward to offer his support, the hapless newb is distracted by both of the dogs bearing down on him. He trains his little gun on this new menace. Brin sets herself between them and jinks him away, doubtless saving his life.

Perhaps the air and sun-light, after my time underground, have made me giddy. Witnessing the youngster’s unhinged moment of incomprehension as my Guardian took him, strikes me as hilarious.

I have an early memory of being folded between spaces like that, not once, but many times, occasionally in rapid succession, by my newly-bonded Guardian. Thus my initiation into a practice the Sisterhood calls “passage”.

My first jink with her was merciless beyond any test, any heavy sparring, any punishment I might have received in my training. Subsequent foldings that followed were equally harrowing. I thought I might have vomited out everything I had eaten since I was born, most of my intestines, both lungs, and possibly a fair portion of my spine. The recollection of my own perceived dismemberment and random rearrangement of body parts during a jink was terrifying at first, a reaction of the mind only to the very real occurrence of physical displacement.

Of course, over time, I have acquired a perverse enjoyment in that same momentary dissociation and the peristaltic recoil has long-since abated. Knowing this brash youngster is even now sharing that elementary experience does not enhance my composure by the least amount. Warrior I may be, but I am not immune to a good joke and this one, at the tattered edge of an unlikely confrontation, is rich.

Better none can see my expression, it would not convey the gravity I wish to instill among these t’sunguc.

The remaining man in uniform is blinking at empty air, apparently too stupefied to realize his little handgun is still pointed in our direction.

The other man in the group steps forward and speaks to him in a soothing voice. This one carries himself with assurance, presence without pretense. He regards us with an energetic halo of veneration and fear. I wonder what characteristics he has assumed in us. He reaches out to the other and lower’s the hapless sloke’s weapon, a sensible action.

Brin returns, unfolding in front of the distressed functionary. He is unable to marshal his wits sufficiently to affect a flinching withdrawal and she gentles him, transmuting his disbelief into ambivalence and a near-somnolent disengagement.

I watch as he moves with a purpose he must believe is his own toward his vehicle and climbs into it. Its doors lower and latch. Its motor scales up and gears engage.

Brin has already dismissed him.

While the dogs circle Jo’nas in snuffling welcome, she stands beside me and we face this remaining khennsman.

He is similar to Jo’nas in stature with a hard face and straight black hair spilling over his shoulders. He has the characteristics of those who offered us refuge, save that his skin is not yet tanned to leather. He looks upon us with obvious deference.

“This one,” Brin says in low speech, “says his name is ‘Tonjuh’, that he is a human being, and that he has been waiting for us.”

She speaks to this Tonjuh in the language Jo’nas knows as Ing Glish. I have heard little else from those we have encountered here. It seems the low speech of this Land.

She indicates me with an outstretched hand. “This is my a’chi kah. You may call him T’chokt-ot U’chah ne.”

Tonjuh’s gaze shifts from Brin to me and I see him work to swallow his emotions.

He straightens and begins speaking in an unrecognizable language. It has the texture of that spoken by the old sha’man, T’loolee, who offered us food and haven. I perceive it as ceremonial expression—an invocation, perhaps, or an extemporaneous articulation to our praise and glory. Either way it is incomprehensible.

Courtesy dictates I allow him to achieve conclusion. It takes an impressively long time.

 

 

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Small Worlds Collide

Recumbent in the van’s open side panel, a cushion between her back and the door post, Ruby is content to wait for the next scene in the unfolding mystery story her life has become.

To go out seeking pieces to the puzzle, chasing her unbridled imagination for clues, has never rewarded her with satisfying results. This place, right here, is where she is. There is nowhere else for her to be and no reason to be elsewhere.

The sun and hot, dry air feel pleasing on her skin and ease the discomfort in her joints.

Those magnificent dogs are off somewhere, running together as if they hadn’t done so in days. The raven-fleshed woman stands nearby like a statue clad in sunlight, her garb a glare against the drab background of desert soil and desiccated foliage. Her face is turned upward to the sun, eyes closed.

Martin stands dividing his confounded attention between the two women who seem to have lost all interest in him.

Ruby grounds her staff with a clack and hoists herself upright. Her shuffling step brings her closer. She’s looking past him and he follows her gaze.

An official-looking vehicle is tooling down the otherwise deserted street, a sleek and rugged roller with wide desert tires and substantial ground clearance. Two uniformed men eyeball the van and the odd assortment of individuals curbside in front of the church. The cruiser angles in front of Ruby’s rig and whispers to a stop. Gull-wing doors flap up in unison and both men step out into the heat.

A momentary swirl of dust kicks up in front of them, fleeing to the east and away toward the mountain.

The driver, ball cap pulled low over mirrored shades, has the look and bearing of one recently separated from the military: A.J. Squared Away, tightly wound, hyper-vigilant. He remains where his tactical boots hit the ground, on station, hand resting on his sidearm, head on a swivel.

A stocky fellow in crisp uniform exits from the passenger side closest to them and approaches, pinching his mask over his nose. He marks the squat Yoda-looking woman with a nod and acknowledges Martin with a cheerful wave.

“Eh, Martin. Hossit goin’?”

The presence in white observing him in silence brings his feet to a stumbling halt. Her flesh is so black it doesn’t even seem to reflect the sunlight. Her eyes…

“Look at me, Manny.” Martin’s voice is firm.

The officer’s attention flickers toward him.

“She’s come from the kiva,” Martin says.

Sergeant Manuel Sanchez attempts with moderate success to match Martin’s assembly of words to other words he knows.

Sure, the language is familiar, but that specific arrangement of syllables, as simple as they might seem, is one he’s never in all his thirty-seven years imagined would be cobbled together in the same sentence. They leave him with an incredulous expression that will make him cringe sometime later when the cruiser’s on-board recorder is played back for official review.

It is not the only thing that will cause him distress.

He knows the legend, of course, the story of the brujo and the kachinas who came to the pueblo an old shaman’s dream ago. It is an integral element of the clandestine oral chronicles of his people. Yet all his adult life he has considered the mysterious kachinas to inhabit the exclusive realm of fantasy, affording them the same credence he’s saved for dragons, mermaids, and graviton particles.

Martin Montoya, however, is the Pueblo’s appointed Lieutenant War Chief, a member of the Tribal Council, and the current Watcher in an unbroken chain of those tasked with the guardianship of the kiva and its apocryphal occupants.

Manny has known Martin all his life. There’s no one more solidly credible. If he says this is an entity of inhuman capability and purpose then, by God—he begins to cross himself, thinks better of it—the world is no longer quite like he believed it to be a minute ago.

Almost against his better judgment, Manny turns his face once more to the being that should not, in a sane world, exist.

His heart is rattling in his chest and an unprofessional thrill of fear washes through him, weakening his knees, as the kachina-woman rivets him with her gaze. He wants more than anything to turn away, but her eyes glitter, shifting hues in the sunlight. There is a configuration of scar tissue around her right eye, black on black flesh, eight… no, nine narrow lines precisely raised and arranged in a starburst pattern.

For an unnerving instant it seems to Manny they form a sort of lens through which she surveys the conflict stirring within and around him. Her expression is one of quiet amusement. The contradiction is disarming.

Manny might have been able to find safe passage through his internal turmoil then, had proof of his apparent derangement not stepped into the sunlight through the open door at the rear of the church.

By himself, the long-haired cowboy striding across the threshold, heavy-laden saddlebags slung over one shoulder, settling his broad-brimmed hat against the sun, strikes a discordant note. Alone he might have even seemed kind of funny in a misplaced, lanky extra from an old two-D Western movie sort of way.

But he’s not alone.

Behind him, barely able to fit through the narrow doorway, is a formidable figure clad head to toe in what looks like spotless white tactical armor and draped in a crudely repurposed Navajo rug. Above and around a featureless white faceplate, a mane of black hair ripples as it comes straight on across the church yard with the wild-west anachronism at its side.

The most fearsome of the kachinas from the old stories appears exactly as described in them.

It is no giant, as Manny had imagined proper kachinas of legend to be, but its size and the power of its movements force a shockwave of apprehension ahead of it. Manny has difficulty believing his eyes and maybe it’s just the coffee he drank ten minutes ago, but his bowels are threatening to betray him.

“Sarge?” The tension in the rookie’s voice is impossible to misinterpret. “What the Hell is this?!”

“Take it easy, Jakey.” Manny realizes the younger man’s complete unfamiliarity with the tribe’s secret history would render any attempt to answer nonsensical. “Stand down, son. I’ve got this.”

Somehow it doesn’t seem like quite enough.

Officer-recruit Diego Aguerre—whose nickname, for some reason known only to his Corps squad-mates, is “Jakey”—is still holding his place beside the vehicle. What little he’s heard or understood of the brief exchange between his partner and Montoya notwithstanding, the increasing headcount is adding to his agitation.

People who clearly do not belong here are coming out of the woodwork.

The cowboy doesn’t look like a problem yet, but the big guy must be near seven feet tall in what looks like a scaled-down, Q-powered Schwarzkopf battlesuit. This one’s head is up, face shield opaque and featureless.

There is no way this can be good. And yet his pudding cup of a partner acts like this is all somehow acceptable.

“I’m calling it in,” the rookie says and opens a circuit. “Dispatch…”.

“That seems a bad idea, Manny.” Martin’s voice sounds calm. “Lights and sirens and a possible armed response is not what’s needed here. These are sacred guests.”

Manny nods dumbly as the kachina-woman, having observed the two newcomers emerging from the church, shifts her attention in the direction of the young officer.

“There’s nothing but static on the comm, Sarge.” Jakey hauls out the dash-mounted shotgun.

“Ten-three, Jakey! Ten-three! Goddammit, son, look at me! This is not in the book! Stand down! Do it now and I’ll explain everything!” Manny realizes he’s shouting in the kachina-woman’s immediate presence and prays she will not misunderstand and incinerate him or anything. “And put that thing away!” He puts iron in his voice. “Do it, recruit!”

The mismatched pair has crossed half the distance between the church and the assortment of individuals loosely clustered near the roadside vehicles. A whorl of hot air whips up, lifting the cowboy’s hat and flagging his hair. Jakey recognizes the butt of a carbine protruding from its scabbard at his back. The improvised cloak over the other’s armor flails too, enough to reveal the artillery snubbed at his side and a rigid protocol is awakened.

“GUNS! They’re ARMED!”

The distinction between warfare and public safety has blurred, activating a far more visceral training. He chambers a round as he’s dodging around the car’s stubby nose and advances on the implausible duo, short-barreled pump carried at high ready.

“Police officer! Stop where you are!”

Both men slow their pace to a leisurely halt.

Manny, sensing the folly of this hostile course of action against incomprehensible beings, shouts. “GODDAMMIT, JAKEY, STAND DOWN! THAT’S AN ORDER!”

There were other words, but the escalation of circumstances, by way of his ability to assess them accurately—as opposed to his senior partner, who evidently has not managed to do so—has forced Jakey to take decisive action. This place is not his home. These are not his people; he just works here, but he knows his job.

His sergeant’s order is irrational. These men have weapons. The law is unambiguous.

“Hands on top of your heads,” he commands them. “Both of you! Right now!”

“Simmer down there with that scattergun, Wild Bill,” the cowboy perp says. “Nobody’s wavin’ iron here but you.”

Jakey cannot understand why his partner hasn’t moved to back him up. This is the most dangerous time of any armed suspect encounter and that jolly, flabby doofus is telling him not to do what he was hired and trained to do. How Jakey misses the Corps where everyone knows their role and follows procedure, simple progressions with reliable, repeatable results. Regardless, he has the drop on these two and the initiative is his.

“You are both under arrest for trespassing on private property and possession of firearms within the pueblo. Put your hands on your head and get on your knees.”

Cowboy perp looks up at the other and says, “Seems prickly, don’t he?”

Everything would be so much easier if he could just shoot one of them to show he means business. It had worked spectacularly well in both desert and jungle theaters.

His comm is still filled with electronic grass. Jakey’s shotgun is aimed between center masses. Whether anything he’s got is able to penetrate the big fellow’s armor is doubtful, but it looks like there may be vulnerable flesh just behind the faceplate where his hair spills out, a serious design flaw.

Inside his head, Jakey’s voice is infused with authority. “Do NOT fuck with me, assholes! Do what I told you and do it now!”

Motion flickers at the edges of Jakey’s vision. Both sides at once. The movement to his right is Sergeant Sanchez double-timing his lard ass over to assist, at last. A glint of sunlight there is Manny’s service weapon being drawn to cover the perpetrators, which is convenient because whatever is on Jakey’s left was much farther away a moment ago.

Across the church yard, two enormous dogs are bearing down on him at a dead run.

Where they’ve come from is a distant concern. They are both bigger than he is. Jakey trains a can’t-miss, hot, double-ought round on the larger one, a brindle less than thirty meters away and closing.

Something bright presses his weapon aside and occludes his target.

The woman in white is centimeters from him. He can feel her breath on his face. It has a spicy fragrance he will recall later.

The soles of his feet press flat against his kidneys as his head and rectum exchange places in some painless, inexplicable fashion. A second later he is on his hands and knees on a surface of smooth stones barking his breakfast burrito and coffee all over his shotgun.

He tosses his sodden mask aside and rolls onto his back with a groan. The darkness is not enhanced by deep-tinted glasses designed for high desert work. He fumbles them off his face.

The floor is hard and his guts are churning, but all his parts seem to be in their proper order, which is reassuring. High up, maybe two meters above him, light seeps in through a square aperture centered in heavy timbers. It offers no clue to where he is, or why.

As to the how, well… she’s standing over him. And then she’s not.

Sergeant Sanchez is astonished to realize his partner and the kachina-woman have just vanished in a blink before his eyes. Also, he seems to be holding his sidearm in the general direction of what may well be an inhuman being of unknown intent and potential.

The dogs, skidding to a halt where Jakey and the woman had been standing, are poised less than a meter from him now, lips skinned back from bayonets.

Montoya is beside him.

“I told you it was a bad idea,” Martin says. His voice is gentle, as is the reassuring hand on Manny’s arm, lowering his weapon’s muzzle toward the dirt.

If these are truly the supernatural beings of his tribe’s history, then this misplaced character in the hat must be the brujo. He looks more like an unchipped denizen of one of those throwback enclaves that still dot the nation like a bad rash. On the other hand, he did just appear to come from the kiva with the hulk in white.

Manny’s deliberation on this subject is compromised by that same hulk’s featureless mask turned full upon him and by the unknowable motivation of imaginary beings provoked to anger by discourteous treatment.

The air in front of Manny seems to distort and presses outward against him. The kachina woman is so near he can feel the heat of her.

His partner is not with her.

Manny’s personal recorder registers another spike in his vital signs.

Impossible, inhuman beings of antiquity and legend, beyond all common sense and reason, are REAL. They not only exist, their attention has turned upon him. This is not some virtual experience he can step out of and comforting normalcy will be restored.

She is right here. Right now. She is close enough to touch. She is close enough to touch him.

Sunlight on her flesh produces waves of warmth and the scent of her is in his nostrils. Her fingertips on his chest are light, a delicate grazing contact, devoid of menace or even the vaguest hint of peril. In fact, as she traces an obscure pattern upon his chest, his certainty in her goodness and authenticity is confirmed.

She awards him a gentle smile.

His sidearm has dropped into the dirt at his feet. Martin picks it up, slips it back into its holster, and secures the clasp. Manny pats it and, with a purposeful step, returns to the cruiser.

The motor’s idling hum scales up to a business-like frequency as the doors fold him inside. He backs away from the curb and accelerates down the street. At the end of the block, he bears left and is gone.

 

 

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Crows Come Around

Cast your gaze down here, if you will, and see the lone figure whose trail leads him through rolling treelined corridors. He remembers the smell of this damp earth. He’s been in this country before, at least two lifetimes ago.

His name, if such matters to you, is Jonas. Who he once was matters less now than who he is becoming in the slipstream of events and perceptions far beyond anything he could have dreamed in his previous life, before the star people came and changed everything.
    

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A single, staccato note, cut short, like a bubble of sound popping in air, punctuates the quiet. A lone winged shape glides overhead toward the northwest.

It sounds again, an almost musical tone, too brief to be so, pitched to carry across the folded, forested hillsides. Three more times, into the distance, the beacon reaches out, “Here I am. Where are you?” The farther away, the more plaintive it seems. A damp stillness answers.

His feet are on the path. It’s a well-traveled animal trail bounded by lush greenery, ferns and groundcovers, trailing blackberry, salal, and poison oak. Sunlight, bright and friendly, beams through the canopy in a hundred slanting rays.

The way bends up and around great splintered stone outcroppings, broken teeth sprouting from mossy gums. Wind soughs in evergreen crowns. Ancient timber complains in slow, creaking rhythms. Small flickering motions at the edges of vision trill and chatter across verdant glens. Downfall litters the forest floor.

A carpet of fir needles and duff flows underfoot with a silent, liquid quality. His way is clear and his progress swift and light. What’s bothering him, though, is not so much what’s beneath his feet, but what’s on them. For one thing, these’re not his boots and it would cause him some concern were he not surely dreaming.

There’s a few things a man knows for sure and one of them’s his own footwear. His are waxed, black Spanish leather, scuffed by stirrup and obstinate vegetation, dingy with trail dirt caulked into the permanent creases and a lash across the left toe from an errant strand of barbed wire. A little on the high side of three years old, they’re a finely-crafted pair of grafted, mid-calf wellingtons with a Cuban heel, made for him custom in the shop of Thomas C. McInerney of Abilene, Kansas, in the fall of eighteen and seventy-five. It took nigh-on a month and more than a couple hurtful blisters to break them in proper.

Thing is, these ain’t them. Instead, they’re calf-high moccasins with leather thong laces lashed up Apache-style.

There’s a braided leather cord bound around his right ankle, too. Although that bit of his history’s been right there with him for many years, somehow now it seems oddly out of place. Perhaps because the other end of it’s tethered around the left ankle of a figure beside him, matching his pace.

His childhood friend, Jumping Otter, full grown and scarred, but alive and whole, shows Jonas a familiar crooked smile. Jonas breaks stride. The fetter between them contradicts their divided momentum, and both men blunder headlong, sprawling across the path.

“You were always the clumsy one,” Otter chides, brushing mulch from his face.

Jonas laughs aloud. “Is that how you remember it?”

“One must only see you to know it.”

Jonas reaches to whisk debris from the dude shirt he bought in Dodge, only to discover he’s wearing little more than those odd moccasins and a simple loincloth. An unfamiliar knife with an antler handle wrapped in red leather hangs from a fringed sheath at his hip. His old medicine bag lays against his chest. A pair of raven feathers are caught up with strands of sinew in his unbound hair.

Otter stands nearly eye to eye with him, hair braided and banded around with red cloth, three eagle feathers splay forward over his crown. His hairpipe breastplate is cool against Jonas’s bare chest in an embrace of lost friends found. He claps Jonas on the shoulders.

“We must hurry. Do you remember how to keep up with me?”

Without waiting for an answer, he sets off at a run with Jonas at his shoulder. The trail seems barely wide enough to accommodate progress single file, yet they pass through, their footfalls a single muted drumbeat on the forest carpet.

The way turns upward. Bright sunlight through the trees defines a ridge and cool mist on the breeze weaves itself into the rumble and rush of turbulent waters. The path jogs toward the churning sound. A fallen log thick as an iron horse’s wheel has blocked the path. A hawk cries above.

Jonas and Otter hurdle the obstruction as one. The cord between them drags on a projecting knot and Jonas plants his face on the forest floor.

By the time he finds his feet, Otter, unfettered somehow, has perched himself a good stone’s throw away on a rocky prominence, laughing at him.

Rushing water boils around the outcrop where Otter stands, an islet jutting from a cascading current, dividing it. Otter has to shout to be heard over the roar of the cataract breaking on its stony prow.

“You are the only one who can save her, brother.”

“Save who?”

“The piebald woman. She is wiya wakan. Your life and the lives of others depend on her.”

“Piebald woman…? I don’t understand.”

“Living among the wasicu has dulled your senses, Sunka Nunpa. Perhaps she will have to save you.”

There seems so much more to say, yet time is short. Jonas can sense it. “What of the People?” he asks.

“You do not yet know how far down this path you have come, brother, and I do not know whether to cry for you or laugh at you.”

“I miss your laughter I miss most, kola.”

“If I could walk this trail with you, Tanglefoot, I would.”

“I know.”

Again, a hawk pipes overhead. Otter raises an open hand to it. Jonas looks to see a red-tail sailing in the deep blue slice of sky above the river. By the time he turns back, of course, his friend is gone.

As is often the case in dreams, inexplicable changes manifest and improbabilities are greeted as natural occurrence.

The crash of water hammering stone has become wind in the trees. The river is a narrow wagon road, hard-packed and lightly rutted by infrequent use. Bordered by deep timbers and heavy undergrowth, the track is easy going, winding in a slow curve around and down a gentle incline into a wide, grassy meadow.

At the far end of this field stands the dilapidated remains of a barn, not quite yet a shambles, rather a forlorn shell fallen into disrepair. Its rusty tin roof looks buckled, one corner stoved in. The big double doors hang askew and the hay loft has none, gaping open and empty. Even at a distance the interior appears vacant except for shadows. Jonas doesn’t like the look of it.

Heavy clouds have closed over the sun, great dreary shutters ushering in premature twilight. The stiff breeze rustling treetops earlier has become harsh, bending low the tall grass, and pressing him forward. When he resists, a gale hurls frigid rain at his back like bullets.

Drenched, shivering with more than cold, Jonas plants his feet against the unflagging pressure behind him and waits just short of the barn’s lopsided doors for the low thing within to show itself.

It steps out of the darkness wearing Rubin Strawn’s face and a body far too large and muscular to fit it.

What was once Rubin’s youthful, cock-sure countenance is beaten to a fare-thee-well, lips pulped, jaw and one cheek smashed in. The eye socket is shattered, the eyeball poorly attached, shot with blood, useless. Stretched taught across that powerful body, the front of what might at one time have been a white shirt is scored on a diagonal from hip to neck, drenched in blood. Its left arm is shredded from the elbow like strands of gruesome pasta.

The thing’s one good eye is fixed on Jonas and a voice issues from its pulverized mouth, but it’s not Rubin’s high, fractured quaver. It rumbles, brimming with contempt.

“Surprised to see me, aren’t you, Two Dogs Fucking? That’s the name the children gave you all those years ago, isn’t it?”

Jonas’s scalp bristles. Ice sluices down his spine. The terrible, wild creature he thought had met its own appropriately violent death is before him, speaking to him as if in this moment, this meeting was somehow real. The crystalizing certainty the thing still exists beyond this dream realm and into the waking world is a stone in his chest.

“That ain’t ‘zac’ly a good look for you, Squirrel,” he says.

It scowls. “I’m not particularly fond of it myself. I just wanted to make sure you recognized me, that’s all.”

“Well, okay then. I recognize ya, nagi. Why don’tcha go ahead ‘n’ skedaddle now before I hafta kill ya all over again?”

An explosion of laughter and spittle from that ruined face causes Jonas to flinch. Loud, long, and dripping with an uncontained hilarity, the patchwork brute’s feral amusement leaves it gasping for breath.

“OH… ! Oh, that’s rich! You kill me, Jonas.” This prompts another bout of uproarious laughter. It winds down to a chuckle, a snort, a sigh, and an abrupt solemnity.

“I knew you were out there. I could feel it. Just like I can feel you now… beyond my reach and I don’t know why. I don’t know how you survived, either, and I don’t know where you are, but you can trust me when I say that I will find you. And when I do…”

An impassioned moan escapes the thing’s mangled lips.

“Oh, half-blood, I have such exquisite plans for you. Before I’m done, you’re going to beg me to let you die.”

It laughs again, a humorless sound. “I’m going to shred your mind and spirit beyond hope of salvation of any kind and when I take you, you hapless meatsack, I’m going to allow just enough of YOU to peer out from behind your eyes to see everyone and everything you care about destroyed … by your own hand. And you know me, don’t you?” Rubin’s one good eye winks at him. “I have nothing but time.”

Stillness pours into the space between them. The monster’s hatred boils off it like steam.

Jonas lifts his eyes to it and says, “You still talk too much.”

Not-Rubin leans closer to sneer in Jonas’s face.

“I’ve worn thousands like you. I’ll wear thousands more after you’re worm food. But before I end you, I will fill your ears with the screams of those you love most.”

“Yer too late fer that, skinbag. Everyone I love is gone. Your screams will do in their stead.”

A wave of white-hot fury crackles in the air between them and the creature lunges. One hand a claw with talons, the other a bundle of thrashing tatters. One of them snaps like a whip inches from Jonas’s left eye.

A storm cloud of screaming, twisting fury descends upon the horror in borrowed skin. Crows, a whirling mass of them, batter it from every side, shredding with beak and talon. Its screams of rage beat against the frenzy of their cries. The clamor is deafening.

Perhaps unwilling to be torn to pieces, even in dream-time, the thing falls back into the shadows with a withering howl.

The maelstrom shifts, beating the air around Jonas. He holds fast and the storm settles beside him, pooling into a single, silent shape. The blue-black of their feathers is her hair. It falls to her waist in waves. She smells of sweet grass and wild mint.

“Ina!” Jonas breathes, his voice and heart cracking open in the same instant.

She appears in every detail as he remembers her on that day, the last day of his life among the People. There was no tearful farewell. Not even a yearning last embrace, although he wanted nothing but to hold her and be held.

The People do not wear their emotions for all to see as the wasicu do. Instead, she had pressed her elk tooth earrings into his hand and smiled her mother’s love into his heart. She wears that smile now and touches his cheek, a tender warmth.

Beneath their low, rocky perch, a gently rolling surf washes a beach of smooth pebbles. Sea birds wheel in the air above a stony outcrop and squabble over morsels out on the exposed strand. Diamond-bright in sunlight, the ocean surges against low, rocky masses capped with stunted, wind-sculpted trees and stalwart shrubbery. A ghost of land rises in the misty distance, a suggestion only.

“I know this place,” Jonas says. “I was here once, years ago.”

“Our ancestors, yours and mine, lived here long, long ago,” she says.

“I remember your stories of the Sneheeshniquah,” he says. “Many of them Father wrote down so they wouldn’t be lost; only now, I have no one to pass ’em on to.”

Her expression is remote, staring out across the water, as though she’s seeing something he does not.

“This land was much different when the First Ones lived here. The sea had not found its way so far in and it was much colder then,” she says. “Still, Grandmother was abundant.”

She shows him a beast, in a manner he doesn’t think to question, larger by twice than a buffalo and every bit as wooly. It examines him with curiosity. Instead of horns atop its boulder of a head, grand sweeping tusks bracket a long and articulate snout. Jonas saw elephants at a traveling circus in St. Joe when he was thirteen winters. This thing his early ancestors had hunted in this place were like elephants covered in a heavy coat of shaggy hair.

“They were easy to find,” his mother says and gives him a gentle smile, “but very hard to kill.”

Given their great size and the primitive weapons of those early hunters, Jonas allows as how that doesn’t tax his imagination much.

“In time, Grandmother warmed the land, the sea closed in to take the low places and the people thrived. They fished in the rivers. Some came here to the sea and they lived in peace in Grandmother’s arms … until the Others came.”

Jonas knows this part of the story too. It’s not a comforting one. It seems, however, Crows Come Around is not intent on that demoralizing chapter.

“When you and your father left us,” she says, “I knew your path would be a hard one.”

“I dunno. I just took one day at a time and strung a bunch of ’em together. Nothin’ hard about it. Hard part was not knowin’ what came of our people. My family.” The word catches in his throat. “You.”

“Changes come, my son.”

She extends her hand. The sun-drenched beach has been swept away, as if by her gesture alone, replaced by a land drop both perilously sheer and too near for comfort.

Beyond that precipitous edge, a turbulent dark sea churns under a pallid and unfamiliar moon. An expanse of restless waters reaches away into indistinct distance in every direction but behind. It seethes beneath a feeble illumination insufficient to suggest its extent.

Above, the single, sickly lamp hangs alone in a deep, starless emptiness. There are no clouds overhead, nothing to obscure its strange, dead light.

A very different kind of chill has enfolded Jonas and he stares into the nothingness above them. If he could slow the pitch and plunge of questions racing behind his astonishment to find words in any language to frame them, he would, but the void is a ponderous weight. He’s forced at last to look away before that trackless dark snuffs his reason.

Jonas finds his voice. “Is this the vision Grandfather saw? The world broken?”

“My father did not see this,” Crows Come Around says. “I did. This is the center upon which life and death will turn. Not only for you, my son, but for all.”

“All who, Mother?”

In this feeble half-light, his mother’s eyes mimic the emptiness above.

“All.”

Below them, the sea is liquid thunder. Breakers explode against the foundation of their rampart and perhaps it’s only imagination that makes the ground beneath Jonas’s moccasins seem to tremble with each impact.

“What am I s’posed ta do?”

“Like any of us, you can only do what you do.”

Crows reaches out to him. The fingertips of her left hand tap once upon Jonas’s forehead, her right on his heart. She reverses them and thumps an old, near-forgotten memory into him.

She lays her hand upon his chest. “Follow your heart, Wakiela. You cannot do it wrong.”

His arms enfold her. She lays her head against his chest and he breathes in her fragrance. How long has he dreamed of such a moment as this since he and Burns Red rode away from the band for the last time?

Crows Come Around raises on her toes and lays a tender kiss on her son’s cheek. “You have to go.”

His throat closes on words crying to be spoken. Like stepping through a doorway that closes behind and finding oneself in unfamiliar surroundings, the moment has passed. Whatever he might have said to her is released in a bitter sigh. The timbers supporting the kiva’s roof offer only mute strength and no empathy.

 

Still trembling from the power of visitations and revelations, Jonas swings his legs off his stony bed and rises, stretching his frame until back and neck crackle in a promising way. Smooth stone beneath his bare feet is neither cold nor warm. The air is tepid and heavy.

Fading is the sense of elation and wonder and dread and the warmth of her affection. Renewed is the memory of loss and the grief that always follows it, an old companion.

“That was a deep message, Jo’nas.”

Narregan is seated across the chamber from him on the stone ledge encircling the sacred space. His head is down, hair spilling over his face. In the faint illumination provided by the glowb beneath Jonas’s duster, he’s cradling his weapon in his lap. It looks smaller than Jonas remembers it, much less a cannon than it once seemed when trained in his direction.

“You… you saw that?”

“No. But I felt it.”

“Well, your English’s improved.”

Narregan reaches up, taps once into the hollow at the back of his neck. Jonas feels a single, painless start at the base of his skull.

“We slept,” the warrior says without looking up. “Takt-ot-sutoc did not.”

Jonas brushes fingers beneath his hair, encounters the small bud nestled in the hollow of his neck. Its petals are tough and seem to press back against the intrusion of his hand.

“Are you… all right, Jo’nas?”

Jonas shrugs away a familiar stiffness that’s settled between his shoulders. “Right as rain. The skinwalker’s alive, though. Seems proper to mention it to ya.  He’s mad enough to chew barbwire, lookin’ for me in particular. How ‘bout you?”

Narregan flexes his damaged fingers in front of his face. Jonas watches him make a fist, unfurl it with a scowl, and lift his weapon into its open palm.

His wrist turns something this way. The business end alters by some arcane science Jonas is unwilling to explore until the whole is as Jonas recalls it, a segmented blunderbuss with a muzzle he could fit his hat into.

A spark within paints the floor near Narregan’s boot with incandescence, fierce in the semi-darkness. Ripples of heat waver in the air around the smokestack opening. A twist that way extinguishes the tiny inferno. The barrel retracts onto itself with a whisper and Narregan lays the handful against his armored right thigh. The surface molds itself to the weapon.

He works the slit in his makeshift poncho over his head. It drapes over his habiliment almost to his knees.

Jonas observes these things in the full light of the glowb as he lifts off his duster to pack it away. He knocks his boots against the rock shelf to shake loose the random scorpion. None appear and he leans up against a pilaster to pull them on.

The last of his kit stowed in the square saddlebags, Jonas tests the lashings of his carbine scabbard and the demon blade bundled into his bedroll. He hoists the load over a shoulder. It seems weightier than he recollects it.

Narregan drags fingers through his mane, pulling it back with one hand, conjuring with the other a featureless mask from beneath his impromptu cloak. It seals over his face from jaw to hairline.

Jonas regards him with a sober stare. “Why the blank look, Festus?”

“Prudence.”

At Jonas’s recommendation to leave nothing behind, Narregan causes the glowb to dissipate, its substance dispersing into empty air.

 

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Cast your gaze down here, if you will, and see the lone figure whose trail leads him through forested hillsides. He remembers the smell of this damp earth. He’s been in this country before, at least two lifetimes ago. His name, if such matters to you, is Jonas. Who he once was matters less now than who he is becoming in the slipstream of events and perceptions far beyond anything he could have dreamed in his previous life, before the star people came and changed everything.

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A single, staccato note, cut short, like a bubble of sound popping in air, punctuates the quiet. A lone crow glides overhead toward the northwest. It sounds again, an almost musical tone, too brief to be so, pitched to carry across the rolling, forested hillsides. Three more times, into the distance, the beacon reaches out, “Here I am. Where are you?” The farther away, the more plaintive it seems. A damp stillness answers.

His feet are on the path. It’s a well-traveled animal trail bounded by lush greenery, ferns and groundcovers, trailing blackberry, salal, and poison oak. Sunlight, bright and friendly, beams through the canopy in a hundred slanting rays. The way bends up and around great splintered stone outcroppings, broken teeth sprouting from mossy gums. Wind soughs in evergreen crowns. Ancient timber complains in slow, creaking rhythms. Small flickering motions at the edges of vision trill and chatter across verdant glens. Downfall litters the forest floor. A carpet of fir needles and duff flows underfoot with a silent, liquid quality. His way is clear and his progress swift and light. What’s bothering him, though, is not so much what’s beneath his feet, but what’s on them. For one thing, these’re not his boots and it would cause him some concern were he not surely dreaming.

There’s a few things a man knows for sure and one of them’s his own footwear. His are waxed, black Spanish leather, scuffed by stirrup and obstinate vegetation, dingy with trail dirt caulked into the permanent creases and a lash across the left toe from an errant strand of barbed wire. A little on the high side of three years old, they’re a finely-crafted pair of grafted, mid-calf wellingtons with a Cuban heel, made for him custom in the shop of Thomas C. McInerney of Abilene, Kansas, in the fall of eighteen and seventy-five. It took nigh-on a month and more than a couple hurtful blisters to break them in proper. Thing is, these ain’t them. Instead, they’re calf-high moccasins with leather thong laces lashed up Apache-style. There’s a braided leather cord bound around his right ankle, too. Although that bit of his history’s been right there with him for many years, somehow now it seems oddly out of place. Perhaps because the other end of it’s tethered around the left ankle of a figure beside him, matching his pace.

Tasnaheca, full grown and scarred, but alive and whole, shows Jonas a familiar crooked smile. Jonas breaks stride. The fetter between them contradicts their divided momentum, and both men blunder headlong, sprawling across the path.

“You were always the clumsy one,” Otter chides, brushing mulch from his face.

Jonas laughs aloud. “Is that how you remember it?”

“One must only see you to know it.”

Jonas reaches to whisk debris from the dude shirt he bought in Dodge, only to discover he’s wearing little more than those odd moccasins and a simple loincloth. An unfamiliar knife with an antler handle wrapped in red leather hangs from a fringed sheath at his hip. His old medicine bag lays against his chest. A pair of raven feathers are caught up with strands of sinew in his unbound hair.

Otter stands nearly eye to eye with him, hair braided and banded around with red cloth, three eagle feathers splay forward over his crown. His hairpipe breastplate is cool against Jonas’s bare chest in an embrace of lost friends found. He claps Jonas on the shoulders.

“We must hurry. Do you remember how to keep up with me?”

Without waiting for an answer, he sets off at a run with Jonas at his shoulder. The trail seems barely wide enough to accommodate progress single file, yet they pass through, their footfalls a single muted drumbeat on the forest carpet.

The way turns upward. Bright sunlight through the trees defines a ridge and cool mist on the breeze weaves itself into the rumble and rush of turbulent waters. The path jogs toward the churning sound. A fallen log thick as an iron horse’s wheel has blocked the path. A hawk cries above. Jonas and Otter hurdle the obstruction as one. The cord between them drags on a projecting knot and Jonas plants his face on the forest floor. By the time he spits out a mouthful of duff and finds his feet, Otter, unfettered somehow, has perched himself a good stone’s throw away on a rocky prominence, laughing at him.

Water boils around the outcrop where Otter stands, an islet jutting from a cascading current, dividing it. Otter has to shout to be heard over the roar of the cataract breaking on its stony prow.

“You are the only one who can save her, brother.”

“Save who?”

“The piebald woman. She is wiya wakan. Your life and the lives of others depend on her.”

“Piebald woman…? I don’t understand.”

“Living among the wasicu has dulled your senses, Sunka Nunpa. Perhaps she will have to save you.”

There seems so much more to say, yet time is short. Jonas can sense it. “What of the People?” he asks.

“You do not yet know how far down this path you have come, brother, and I do not know whether to cry for you or laugh at you.”

“I miss yer laughter most, kola.”

“If I could walk this trail with you, Tanglefoot, I would.”

“I know.”

Again, a hawk pipes overhead. Otter raises an open hand to it. Jonas looks to see a red-tail sailing in the deep blue slice of sky above the river. By the time he turns back, of course, Otter is gone.

As is often the case in dreams, inexplicable changes manifest and improbabilities are greeted as natural occurrence. The crash of water hammering stone has become wind in the trees. The river is a narrow wagon road, hard-packed and lightly rutted by infrequent use. Bordered by deep timbers and heavy undergrowth, the track is easy going, winding in a slow curve around and down a gentle incline into a wide, grassy meadow. At the far end of this field stands the dilapidated remains of a barn, not quite yet a shambles, rather a forlorn shell fallen into disrepair. Its rusty tin roof looks buckled, one corner stove in. The big double doors hang askew and the hay loft has none, gaping open and empty. Even at a distance the interior appears vacant except for shadows. Jonas doesn’t like the look of it.

Heavy clouds have closed over the sun, great dreary shutters ushering in premature twilight. The stiff breeze rustling treetops earlier has become harsh, bending low the tall grass, and pressing him forward. When he resists, a gale hurls frigid rain at his back like bullets. Drenched, shivering with more than cold, Jonas plants his feet against the unflagging pressure behind him and waits just short of the barn’s lopsided doors for the low thing within to show itself.

It steps out of the darkness wearing Rubin Strawn’s face and a body far too large and muscular to fit it. What was once Rubin’s youthful, cock-sure countenance is beaten to a fare-thee-well, lips pulped, jaw and one cheek smashed in. The eye socket is shattered, the eyeball poorly attached, shot with blood, useless. Stretched taught across that powerful body, the front of what might at one time have been a white shirt is scored on a diagonal from hip to neck, drenched in blood. Its left arm is shredded from the elbow like strands of gruesome pasta. The thing’s one good eye is fixed on Jonas and a voice issues from its pulverized mouth, but it’s not Rubin’s high, fractured quaver. It rumbles, brimming with contempt.

“Surprised to see me, aren’t you, Two Dogs Fucking? That’s the name the children gave you all those years ago, isn’t it?”

Jonas’s scalp bristles. Ice sluices down his spine to his puckered asshole. The terrible, wild creature he thought had met its own appropriately violent death is before him, speaking to him as if in this moment, this meeting was somehow real. The now-crystalizing certainty the thing still exists beyond this dream realm and into the waking world is a stone in his chest.

“That ain’t ‘zac’ly a good look fer you, Squirrel,” he says.

It scowls. “I’m not particularly fond of it myself. I just wanted to make sure you recognized me, that’s all.”

“Well, okay then. I recognize ya, nagi. Why don’tcha go ahead ‘n’ skedaddle now before I hafta kill ya all over again?”

An explosion of laughter and spittle from that ruined face causes Jonas to flinch. Loud, long, and dripping with an uncontained hilarity, the patchwork brute’s feral amusement leaves it gasping for breath.

“OH… ! Oh, that’s rich! You kill me, Jonas!” This prompts another bout of uproarious laughter. It winds down to a chuckle, a snort, a sigh, and an abrupt solemnity.

“I knew you were out there. I could feel it. Just like I can feel you now… beyond my reach and I don’t know why. I don’t know how you survived, either, and I don’t know where you are, but you can trust me when I say that I will find you. And when I do…” An impassioned moan escapes the thing’s mangled lips. “Oh, half-blood, I have such exquisite plans for you. Before I’m done, you’re going to beg me to let you die.” It laughs again, a humorless sound. “I’m going to shred your mind and spirit beyond hope of salvation of any kind and when I take you, you hapless meatsack, I’m going to allow just enough of YOU to peer out from behind your eyes to see everyone and everything you care about destroyed … by your own hand. And you know me, don’t you?” Rubin’s one good eye winks at him. “I have nothing but time.”

Stillness pours into the space between them. The monster’s hatred boils off it like steam. Jonas lifts his eyes to it and says, “You still talk too much.”

Not-Rubin leans closer to sneer in Jonas’s face.

“I’ve worn thousands like you. I’ll wear thousands more after you’re worm food. But before I end you, I will fill your ears with the screams of those you love most.”

“Yer too late fer that, skinbag. Everyone I love is gone. Your screams will do in their stead.”

A wave of white-hot fury crackles in the air between them and the creature lunges. One hand a claw with talons, the other a bundle of thrashing tatters. One of them snaps like a whip inches from Jonas’s left eye.

A storm cloud of screaming, twisting fury descends upon the horror in borrowed skin. Crows, a whirling mass of them, batter it from every side, shredding with beak and talon. Its screams of rage beat against the frenzy of their cries and the clamor is deafening. Perhaps unwilling to be torn to pieces, even in dream-time, the thing falls back into the shadows with a withering howl.

The maelstrom shifts, beating the air around Jonas. He holds fast and the storm settles beside him, pooling into a single, silent shape. The blue-black of their feathers is her hair. It falls to her waist in waves. She smells of sweet grass and wild mint.

“Ina!” Jonas breathes, his voice and heart cracking open in the same instant.

She appears in every detail as he remembers her on that day, the last day of his life among the People. There was no tearful farewell. Not even a yearning last embrace, although he wanted nothing but to hold her and be held. The People do not wear their emotions for all to see like the wasicu do. Instead, she had pressed her elk tooth earrings into his hand and smiled her mother’s love into his heart. She wears that smile now and touches his cheek, a tender warmth.

Beneath their low, rocky perch, a gently rolling surf washes a beach of smooth pebbles. Sea birds wheel in the air above a stony outcrop and squabble over morsels out on the exposed strand. Diamond-bright in sunlight, the ocean surges against low, rocky masses capped with stunted, wind-sculpted trees and stalwart shrubbery. A ghost of land rises in the misty distance, a suggestion only.

“I know this place,” Jonas says. “I was here once, years back.”

“Our ancestors, yours and mine, lived here long, long ago,” she says.

“I remember your stories of the Sneheeshniquah,” he says. “Many of them Father wrote down so they wouldn’t be lost; only now, I have no one ta pass ’em on to.”

Her expression is remote, staring out across the water, as though she’s seeing something he does not.

“This land was much different when the First Ones lived here. The sea had not found its way so far in and it was much colder then,” she says. “Still, Grandmother was abundant.”

She shows him a beast, in a manner he doesn’t think to question, larger by twice than a buffalo and every bit as wooly. It turns to examine him with curiosity. Instead of horns atop its boulder of a head, grand sweeping tusks bracket a long and articulate snout. Jonas saw elephants at a traveling circus in St. Joe when he was thirteen winters. This thing his early ancestors had hunted in this place were like elephants covered in a heavy coat of shaggy hair.

“They were easy to find,” his mother says and gives him a gentle smile, “but very hard to kill.”

Given their great size, obvious strength, and the primitive weapons of those early hunters, Jonas allows as how that doesn’t tax his imagination much.

“In time, Grandmother warmed the land, the sea closed in to take the low places and the people thrived. They fished in the rivers. Some came here to the sea and they lived in peace in Grandmother’s arms … until the Others came.”

Jonas knows this part of the story too. It’s not a comforting one. It seems, however, Crows Come Around is not intent on that demoralizing chapter.

“When you and your father left us,” she says, “I knew your path would be a hard one.”

“I dunno. Just took one day at a time ‘n’ strung a bunch of ’em together. Nothin’ hard about it. Hard part was not knowin’ what came of our people. My family.” The word catches in his throat. “You.”

“Changes come, my son.”

She extends her hand. The sun-drenched beach has been swept away, as if by her gesture alone, replaced by a land drop both perilously sheer and too near for comfort. Beyond that precipitous edge, a turbulent dark sea churns under a pallid and unfamiliar moon. An expanse of restless waters reaches away into indistinct distance in every direction but behind. It seethes beneath a feeble illumination insufficient to suggest its extent.

Above, the single, sickly lamp hangs alone in a deep, starless emptiness. There are no clouds overhead, nothing at all to obscure its strange, dead light.

A very different kind of chill has enfolded Jonas and he stares into the nothingness above them. If he could slow the pitch and plunge of questions racing behind his astonishment to find words in any language to frame them, he would, but the void is a ponderous weight. He’s forced at last to look away before that trackless dark snuffs his reason.

Jonas finds his voice. “Is this the vision Grandfather saw? The world broken?”

“My father did not see this,” Crows Come Around says. “I did. This is the center upon which life and death will turn. Not only for you, my son, but for all.”

“All who, Mother?”

In this feeble half-light, his mother’s eyes mimic the emptiness above.

“All.”

Below them, the sea is liquid thunder. Breakers explode against the foundation of their rampart and perhaps it’s only imagination that makes the ground beneath Jonas’s moccasins seem to tremble with each impact.

“What am I s’posed ta do?”

“Like any of us, you can only do what you do.”

Crows reaches out to him. The fingertips of her left hand tap once upon Jonas’s forehead, her right over his heart. Slowly, deliberately, she reverses them and thumps an old, near-forgotten memory into him.

She lays her hand upon his chest. “Follow your heart, Wakiela. You cannot do it wrong.”

His arms enfold her. She lays her head against his chest and he breathes in her fragrance. How long has he dreamed of such a moment as this since he and Burns Red rode away from the band for the last time?

Crows Come Around raises on her toes and lays a tender kiss on her son’s cheek. “You have to go.”

His throat closes on words crying to be spoken. Like stepping through a doorway that closes behind and finding oneself in unfamiliar surroundings, the moment has passed. Whatever he might have said to her is released in a bitter sigh. The timbers supporting the kiva’s roof offer only mute strength and no empathy.

Still trembling from the power of visitations and revelations, Jonas swings his legs off his stony bed and rises, stretching his frame until back and neck crackle in a promising way. Smooth stone beneath his bare feet is neither cold nor warm. The air is tepid and heavy. Fading is the sense of elation and wonder and dread and the warmth of her affection. Renewed is the memory of loss and the grief that always follows it, an old companion.

“That was a deep message, Jo’nas.”

Narregan is seated across the chamber from him on the stone ledge encircling the sacred space. His head is down, hair spilling over his face. In the faint illumination provided by the glowb beneath Jonas’s duster, he’s cradling his weapon in his lap. It looks smaller than Jonas remembers it, much less a cannon than it once seemed when trained in his direction.

“You … you saw that?”

“No. But I felt it.”

“Well, yer English’s improved.”

Narregan reaches up, taps once into the hollow at the back of his neck. Jonas feels a single, painless start at the base of his skull.

“We slept,” the warrior says without looking up. “Takt-ot-sutoc did not.”

Jonas brushes fingers beneath his hair, encounters the small bud nestled in the hollow of his neck. Its petals are tough and seem to press back against the intrusion of his hand.

“Are you… all right, Jo’nas?”

Jonas shrugs away a familiar stiffness that’s settled between his shoulders. “Right as rain. The skinwalker’s alive, though. He’s mad enough ta chew barbwire, lookin’ for me in particular. Seems proper to mention it to ya. How ‘bout you?”

Narregan flexes his damaged fingers in front of his face. Jonas watches him make a fist, unfurl it with a scowl, and lift his weapon into its open palm. His wrist turns something this way. The business end alters by some arcane science Jonas is unwilling to explore until the whole is as Jonas recalls it, a segmented blunderbuss with a muzzle he could fit his hat into. A spark paints the floor near Narregan’s boot with incandescence, fierce in the semi-darkness and ripples of heat waver in the air around the smokestack opening. A twist that way extinguishes the tiny inferno. The barrel retracts onto itself with a whisper and Narregan lays the handful against his armored right thigh. The surface molds itself to the weapon. He works the slit in his makeshift poncho over his head. It drapes over his habiliment almost to his knees.

Jonas observes these things in the full light of the glowb as he lifts off his duster to pack it away. He knocks his boots against the rock shelf to shake loose the random scorpion. None appear and he leans up against a pilaster to pull them on. The last of his kit stowed in the square saddlebags, Jonas tests the lashings of his carbine scabbard and the demon blade bundled into his bedroll. He hoists the load over a shoulder. It seems weightier than he recollects it.

Narregan drags fingers through his mane, pulling it back with one hand, conjuring with the other a featureless mask from beneath his impromptu cloak. It seals over his face from jaw to hairline.

Jonas regards him with a sober stare. “Why the blank look, Festus?”

“Prudence.”

At Jonas’s recommendation to leave nothing behind, Narregan causes the glowb to dissipate, its substance dispersing into empty air.

 

 

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The Bones of It

Her nav signals its disconnect from the trac pattern and glides the vehicle onto a well-maintained surface road. She resumes manual and squints into the middle distance ahead for a glimpse of something she’s never actually seen before.

It’s been a good many years since she was last in these parts. The nature of things everywhere guaranteed in advance she would find conditions gone downhill.

She had crossed over the ribbon of the Rio Grande half an hour ago on her way into Albuquerque, saddened to see what had been the life-blood of the central valley reduced by drought and an almost third-world level of management to little more than a trickle of sludge.

A few hearty cottonwood sentinels remain near the river’s edge and up the bosque, last representatives of the stands that once thrived there. The rest are desiccated and skeletal, choked to death by thickets of salt cedar—delicate, opportunistic invaders with a ravenous thirst and unparalleled adaptability to this environment.

Altogether the whole reminds her of nothing so much as a spectacular accumulation of tinder.

And there it is. A featureless turn-off from the thoroughfare, deliberately absent clear signage, gives the only access to an historically eclectic enclave community. The tribal police blockhouse and checkpoint appears to be unmanned. Her rig passes through like a ghost.

It is an island, disassociated by intention from the suburban phage sprawling outward from Albuquerque’s enchanted Old Town nucleus. The Pueblo of Sandia and its people have ever maintained their unique integrity, their scrupulous estrangement.

Their residences, modest, stick-built homes of a low, blocky style are arranged in a series of paved, asymmetrical loops. Without the quaint adobe huts the occasional naïve tourist might expect, it looks like any other dust-blown, low-income subdivision wizened by the high desert clime. Yet, there is something indefinably dismal in its character, a cheerlessness perhaps compounded by bare dirt lots, a meager scattering of sparse, haggard-looking trees, and the lack of any serious attempt at ornamentation.

She swings wide onto one of the perimeter streets near what appears a small, but conventional-looking Christian church. It’s marked by a workmanlike steeple and a couple unpretentious stained-glass windows. She steers to a stop at the curb just beyond it.

The driver-side door opens with minimal complaint and she steps, staff in hand, from the running board of her war-ravaged van into a hot, dry breeze.

She walks, penguin-like with a pronounced hitch, and she looks, upon approach and departure, like a red-headed apple. Hers is a chubby-cheeked, almost jolly, elfin face with a cataract of auburn hair churning around it. It’s the eyes that spoil the illusion of cheerfulness. The light in them is from stars that died before the Earth was formed.

Not counting the AIs, of course, less than a dozen people know her real name. Only three of them ever use it. Everyone else though, those who respect, love, or fear her, call her Ruby Bones. Some say she is a medicine woman. Others might use the term ‘shaman’. She will tell you instead, if you’re indelicate enough to inquire, that she’s just a crazy old woman.

Raw sunlight many would find uncomfortable warms her most agreeably. Barefoot in the coarse soil at curbside, she circles slowly in place, senses open, questing.

A directionless, droning buzz infuses the air. The mating song of cicadas is the sound of heat, a subliminal racket that bores its way into one’s calm.

There are no people, children, dogs… no traffic, nor movement of any kind, save an errant insect or two. If she didn’t know better, she’d think she was alone and the whole place deserted.

A voice abrasive as a rasp carries on the hot air, a single, emphatic caw. A pause and it comes again, insistent. A second voice like the first picks up the cry and then others, many others.

A congress of black-winged disharmony has formed a hasty council along the roofline of the church. In the space of a half-minute, the dreamy afternoon stillness has become pandemonium. She plants her staff beside her like an exclamation point, producing a single, sharp clack, surely inaudible in all that braying.

“No need to shout,” she says. “I can hear you.”

The convocation’s uproar scales down to a mumble. Blue-black flutters and cocked heads accompany a return to silence by all but one, a plaintive comment that might be an assertion, or a dare.

Ruby regards the baleful gallery and addresses its spokes-crow. “Thank you, little sister. All I needed was a whisper. Instead, you brought the whole choir. I am honored. “

“Yawp,” the lone delegate replies.

A masculine voice behind her is a surprise. “The welcoming committee is rarely so enthusiastic.”

Her turn is measured by the memory of how sudden motion transmutes a familiar and tolerable ache into misery. Despite the crows’ raucous caucus, she should have felt the approach of another.

Maybe twenty years her junior, the man has the unmistakable look of a pureblood; straight black hair past his shoulders, sun-hardened features, eyes dark as the underside of a boulder. His open, benign expression is an unexpected contradiction to a countenance carved in flint.

“You’re a good bit off the tour route.” His voice is pleasing, conversational rather than authoritative. “Are you looking for someone in particular?”

“As is often the way of it,” Ruby says, “I was led here. Can’t say exactly why, other than I’m to find two dogs.”

“That seems a curious charge.”

“I’ve learned to just go where Spirit directs. Sit, stand, turn this way, go that. Today I am here.” She extends a hand. “Most call me Ruby Bones.”

Martin reaches to lightly brush her fingers with his own. Nothing more, a formal act. “You may call me T’onja.”

“T’onja. A human being,” she says.

“You know the Tiwa language?”

“No. I don’t know anybody anywhere that does. You’re not afraid to touch me?”

“Should I be?”

“Recent history as a guide, most folks hold to the notion fewer people die from being too careful than not.”

“You are not masked. Are you not afraid the gonji might be lurking in me? In the air around us now?”

“I’m not afraid.”

Ruby’s careful turnabout and shuffle back toward her van is braced by the unique topography of her walking stick, a sturdy, twisted willow staff as tall as she. The hardened leather rattle affixed to its crown is a twin of the one tucked in her belt. Both contain tarsal bones of badger and shape a snappy syncopated rhythm to match her hitching step.

At the curbside panel she gives the recessed handle a firm yank. Its sensor engages at last and the door creaks itself fully open with a lugubrious metallic complaint.

Martin watches her wrestle with something just beyond arm’s reach, her rattles chattering as she does so.

Leaning inside just at the edge of tolerable discomfort, she reaches with her staff to draw something closer, her legs pumping air as she works to right herself again. She emerges dragging an old tan suitcase with one broken clasp from the conglomerated heap of her belongings.

She beckons him closer. Martin has a brief view of patterns in deep blues and greens as she withdraws a woolen blanket, bundles the fabric in half a couple times, and presents the gift to him in both hands.

“It’s no accident we’ve met here today,” she says.

He receives the gift with a somber nod. “I haven’t believed in accidents for a good many summers.”

Ruby closes her eyes and breathes in mid-day’s buzzing heat, the dusty smell of this place’s history, and a wisp of the river’s stench. She can almost smell the sense of honor and duty in this pueblo’s warrior come to meet her.

“Well, there are dogs about, sure enough,” he says.

“Could’ve fooled me.”

“But I suspect not just any two of them will do, will they?”

“I see you know how this works.”

Ruby unearths a water bottle from just behind the passenger seat and assumes a marginally comfortable semi-recline just inside the cargo door, digging her toes into the hot sandy soil to find a cooler layer beneath. It’s deeper down than she had expected. She takes a draught from the container and casts a meaningful glance toward the church. Martin’s gaze follows.

Among the congregation gathered atop the building, the lone representative utters a long, near-articulate remark and holds its place as the rest of the assembly vacates with only the sound of wings slapping air. Thermals rising from the baking soil lift them and they glide in eerie silence to the west and the river.

The remaining sentry calls down a single, sharp warning, hops along the ridge top and out of sight on the opposite side.

At the rear of the house of worship, a small door that should not open without the key in Martin’s pocket, does so and, from it, a myth given substance and flesh steps into the light of day.

The song of the cicadas, as hypnotic an intonation as ever cast itself through the air, ceases.

 

She is a vision, a stunning, painfully sharp presence of contrasts. Purest white covers her from neck to toes in something neither fabric, nor armor, resembling both. Her cloak, its cowl thrown back, ripples in the hot breeze. Her face and hands are blue-black in the sunlight, like raven’s feathers. She looks regal, a being of unknown purpose gazing at them across an infinite gulf.

A pair of large, powerful four-leggeds, each one the size of a man, exit the building close behind her. Heads high, they take in their surroundings, marking the presence of Martin and Ruby with little concern, testing the air.

The brindle spins in place, circles the woman once and bounds away at a gallop with the other on its heels. They round the corner at the rear of the church and are lost to sight.

The woman approaches them with an easy, feline gait. Two paces from Martin she stops.

Not a being of imposing, supernatural stature, she has to look up slightly to meet his eyes. He is careful not to meet hers, but mid-day sunlight dazzles on her attire and defines the sunburst embossed around her right eye. Martin knows this mark. The story of it is burned into tribal memory.

He swallows his trepidation with difficulty. His mouth is dry.

“I am T’onja,” he says to the kachina in his native Tiwa. His voice does not falter. “I am a person. A human being.” It is a ceremonial greeting, one he had assumed he would never have to use.

Once he had prepared words that might meet such a moment, but they are far away now and this is high ceremony. It has come upon him without forewarning, but it is his charge, nonetheless. An accurate record of it is now his sacred responsibility. He begins again to address the being before him, employing words his elders likely would approve. 

She regards him in silence. He catches himself glancing at her tattoo, then into her rainbow eyes, and words fall away from him.

“I am T’onja. I am a person. A human being,” he says in English as an afterthought he doesn’t remember thinking.

“He’alowa, Tonjuh. Meliha a’chi, T’choct ot U’chah na. T’sunguc,” she says.

Martin is uncertain whether communication has been established. He touches a hand to his heart and says simply, “T’onja.”

She echoes the gesture. “I am Brin. I understand this speech, Tonjuh.”

Having never dealt with a power being before, Martin deems this an auspicious beginning.

“Since I was able to understand my rightful place among my people,” Martin says, “I have waited for you.”

The two great beasts come loping around the front of the building and straight on to bracket the kachina, Brin. They eye Martin and Ruby with quiet gravity. Their manner would seem stately if not for their rough, unkempt appearance. Their size is impressive, daunting.

Martin’s consideration shifts from one to the other and, finally, back to the Brin. She lays a hand on each rumpled head and speaks to the dogs bracing her sides. Her language is unfamiliar.

Wolfhounds. Martin’s not seen the like of these before in Real, but he’s seen images and recalls something of their ancient origins. His great grandfather thought them kachinas also when he saw them, power beings in the form of animals accompanying the others on their inexplicable sojourn among the People.

Dogs. Not mythical beings. That much is clear enough. This singular Brin, however… well, she is something else altogether, is she not?

She has half-turned away, scanning the surroundings with unhurried interest. The squatting bulk of the sacred mountain in the middle distance to the east holds her gaze for a long count. Martin’s attention is fixed on her profile.

The brindle takes a step, closing the space between them. Its manner conveys no threat and Martin extends a hand almost chest high, fingers closed in a loose fist, as he’s learned to do with any unfamiliar canine. The beast stops just short of his flesh offering, sniffs it, looks him up and down with an imperious detachment, then crosses the intervening space to where Ruby sits in the vehicle’s open side door.

She coos to the dog as he approaches and gives him a rigorous caress. He nuzzles her neck.

The fawn looks up from the kachina’s side with expectant eyes.

“Yoosh,” The Brin says and waves a casual hand toward the pair.

Ruby dislodges a wooden bowl from a substrate of accumulated paraphernalia within the van’s spacious bed and fills the vessel with water from the bottle still close at hand. The brindle’s muzzle is mustache-deep in the basin as she leans back to watch him. The fawn joins her mate and a duet of vigorous lapping sounds ensues.

The eccentric woman, propping herself within the van’s doorframe, seems to be disinterested in what may be the most consequential human interaction in recorded history. Instead, she’s refilled the bowl and seems to take pleasure in the simple act of watching the beasts empty it once more. The Brin, too, is observing them, her features in repose.

“Ruby Bones, I do not believe in coincidence any more than I do accidents,” Martin says, “but you have come seeking two dogs and here, beyond all reasonable expectation, are two dogs.”

The presence of these wonderful creatures is beyond expectation. Truthfully, she had no idea what to expect when she drove in here, but coincidence or no, the synchronicity of intention and manifestation in a matter of minutes is not remarkable at all; that’s just how Spirit moves in the affairs of one poor, pitiful, crazy old woman.

Besides the dogs, however, there is way more going on here than seems typical for this sleepy place. Whatever it is she’s swerved into was none of her business before she parked here. Now Spirit says she’s in it until it’s done with her.

The dogs, sated, whirl, circling each other with yips and growls, and sprint away. Ruby shakes her tumbling mane and chuckles as if mystified by the words coming from her mouth.

“These are not the ones.”

 

 

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Guardian

Brin is awake without perceptible transition, lying on a stone shelf with Narregan behind her. One of his arms is draped, sheltering her in his sleep. His breath stirs the small hairs on her neck.

The dreamless suspension that had enfolded them all has lifted. They remain enclosed within the vessel.

It is a rectangular chamber with contoured corners hewn from native stone many yonn before their arrival. The floor and encircling shelf are smooth, polished by frequent wear over what must have been many yonn. Carved pilasters brace heavy wooden beams which, in turn, support a high ceiling. Within it, the framed opening through which they had entered by way of a crude but sturdy ladder—no longer in evidence—remains sealed.

She shrugs off Narregan’s arm and pushes herself upright, feet dangling above the floor at the edge of the stone shelf. He does not awaken.

Across the chamber, Jo’nas, too, slumbers. The glowb, covered but for a sliver by Jo’nas’s long coat, allows more than enough muted radiance to reconnoiter. Nearby, the two great dogs are stirring themselves, yawning, stretching.

Her fingers trace the rigid plating of Narregan’s battledress, mapping the contours of his body through its outer shell and under-armor. The august Lords of Order have surely favored her in this life, that she would be paired with this one.

Of all those others with adequate prowess and aptitudes and resolute fighting spirit, none could match this one’s effortless precision, nor his gift of improvisation. She had known from the first sorting that he was worth fighting for, even if she had to fight him to ensure the binding. From that pairing evolved one of the most formidable joinings of Warrior and Guardian the U’chah-Aca’chi had ever recorded.

Who else could have stood with her to breach the Oldest Enemy’s impenetrable fortress?

Which of the Brethren could have faced down the Dark Nee’m in His own lair and live to tell of it?

What other could have prevailed against the Enemy’s most terrible ally sent to consume them?

Beyond that, who could have supposed that this grave and perilous weapon would renounce his Oath of Constraint and seal with her as heart-bond? Sometimes the shifting currents of circumstance, by which ONE reveals in glimpses the ultimate mystery, are kind.

A cool nose shoves its way into her free hand, the brindle male. She fondles his muzzle. He rears up, forepaws on the shelf beside her, and leans down to nuzzle her face. He is a substantial individual, larger and heavier than she, easily Jo’nas’s size. She takes his rough face in her hands, tugging on his scruffy beard and moustache.

“It is clear you and your mate are of our a’chi now. If we are to travel together, you will have a worthy name. I will call you Baruhl. It is the name of a Warder who went to Soulbridge many yarnn past trailing a powerful legacy. It suits you.”

The fawn bitch, hearing Brin’s communion with Baruhl, crosses the stone floor to present her tousled head for caresses.

“And you, naa’m of gentle, displaced beasts, I name Kwee. It is a sound my sister, Swon, makes in her sleep.”

Brin rises. The dogs fall in beside her. They seem restless, as is she. Something will have to be done about a familiar insistence soon, someplace away from here.

Her senses open outward. The energies of living beings resonate beyond. She kneels, arms embracing both of the rumpled creatures.

Air wrinkles in a way air seldom does and swirls for a turbulent instant into the space Brin and the dogs had occupied.

 

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What The Watcher Saw

Tall wooden walls, stark white and unadorned, mark out a simple quadrangle under an open-beam ceiling.

Late morning sun leaks into the space through narrow horizontal windows set high up in the eaves. Lower down, a couple panes of stained-glass cast prismatic hues across a carpet of coarse granite sand, smoothed from corner to corner with Zen garden-like impeccability.

Large double doors centered upon the front of the structure are simply adorned, closed, and barred. A single door in a rear corner provides the only access in or out and the only key is in the right front pocket of a man slouched on a folding lawn chair near the center of this close.

He takes a long pull from a water bottle and screws it into the grit beside his chair. Stretching to relieve a nagging stiffness, he settles himself once more to wait and watch as he has done for days long past his interest in counting.

Was a time someone was obliged to sit this vigil sun to sun, a shared honor and sacred responsibility, but days stretched into years, decades, scores…and today there is only Martin. The solemn responsibility of his station has remained unchanged over time, but his methodology has undergone contemporary adaptation.

No one will come to relieve him.

He doesn’t have to be here at all, technically. A simple device beneath the gravel will alert him if its position is altered a fraction in any direction. He made it himself five years ago. Yet every day, regardless of what other responsibilities and distractions solicit his attention, he is here long after his obligatory chores and rituals have been observed, watching.

He is something of an anomaly among his people, he knows this. For a young, educated man with strong opinions, cognizant of the machinations that move the world beyond this enclave, to also be a man whose role within the community is one of deepest abiding consequence to all, is a development his predecessors could not have foreseen.

Some elders are confounded by the dichotomy of his thoughts. He is intimate with the stories and ceremonies that have sustained the Sandias throughout their long and turbulent history, and he is unbending in his commitment to a higher obligation.

Even so, the cryptic narrative of enigmatic kachinas slumbering in the kiva beneath him is a powerful tale not for children. It is a revelation of awesome significance that challenges one’s beliefs. He can imagine the mummified remains that would likely be discovered below, should anyone be willing to break with an injunction passed down from his fourth-great grandfather, Ta’luli.

The protocol set forth has been faithfully upheld by an unbroken line of Watchers down the years to this moment. If any would dare breach the several physical and mystical containments that shield those either dead or slumbering below—if indeed ANYONE is down there at all—it would not be Martin Montoya. His sacred oath and station, passed down through generations, must come before any such curiosity or abiding personal skepticism.

Not for the first time, he ponders the childlike credulity of his elders and their unshakable certitude in this wonderful fiction. What rankles is the persistent belief in a pantheon of fantastic, superhuman beings with power over the elements and natural phenomena. Other than those purportedly beneath his feet, he’s unable to identify any empirical evidence the kachinas are anything but the superstition they seem, fanciful legends of a simpler time, a simpler people. His people.

His people and their culture may be set apart from what some consider the mainstream of civilization, but he is neither blind to, nor ignorant of, what the world has become.

Where are these mighty Powers? Are the kachinas not supposed to be the protectors of the Earth and of the People? Why do they not step forward with their vast knowledge and authority, their invincible might, and return balance to the world?

Perhaps they are, if they exist at all, merely capricious, callous observers, disinterested in mortal tribulations. Or worse, perhaps, the cause of them.

Martin is content to keep such personal observations under his baseball cap.

His eyes rest on the bone-handled knife in his hands. The steel is of a type known as wootz. Middle Eastern swordmakers, centuries past, fashioned their fabled Damascus blades from it, weapons of legendary keenness and durability.

Here, resting in his palms, is a superb example of that craft. The swirling mysteries in the metal are stories as provocative as they are complex.

His great grandfather, Poeyeh, by accounts not a particularly imaginative man, was given the knife as a symbol of trust by a sorcerer, a man he saw arrive in the company of the kachinas. It was an act of generosity that altered how Poeyeh, still a young man at the time, came to perceive himself and his role in a larger design.

Allegedly, the sorcerer slumbers below as well.

As always, that historical progression engenders another recollection, one far less easily discounted, and Martin wonders why it hadn’t occurred to him again until now.

An inexplicable object, a globe of light created by the kachinas themselves, rests even now in a secure place, safe from inquisitive eyes. He held the sacred thing in his own hands when he was named Watcher. He remembers marveling at its wholesome radiance and warmth.

It’s enough to give passing credence to the possibility that maybe, just maybe, there could be beings not entirely of this world in the sealed chamber beneath his bare feet. His innate skepticism remains unmoored and amounts to nothing in the context of his oath and hallowed responsibility.

A sunbeam through the high windows glints off metal and he thinks to sheath the blade resting in his hands. A sinuous pattern in the steel seem to reverse and coil on itself, spinning off reflected light like eddies in a stream. It is hard to look away.

He looks away.

His eyes blink twice, owl-like, and the folding chair clatters to the ground behind him. At the center of the enclosure, where the gravel has remained undisturbed far longer than he’s been alive, the doorway in the ground is open. Its heavy timber cover nowhere to be seen.

Within that square aperture, a bottomless well of stars stares out.

Martin has forgotten to breathe. He feels his feet carry him to the very brink of this inexplicable moment and, dumbfounded, he gazes into infinity.

He should have known better.

Flung headlong through a spiraling sea of stars, the moment has found him wholly unprepared to be an untethered, hurtling insignificance. Reason flees.

Ribbons of intolerable light and heat pass in a blur, tracing unrecognizable patterns across the vastness as he flashes untouched among them. He is a beam, crossing eons of cosmic expansion as his heart hammers in his throat.

He grapples with his panic and his impossible momentum. Since his youth, Martin has learned to navigate paths of altered awareness, taught himself to guide his lucid dreaming. How is it, he somehow finds the clarity to wonder, he could have been so perfectly oblivious? What is he to witness at this extremity?

As if in answer, he is plunged into the roil of a nebula so dense all light is snuffed, his sense of motion suspended. Did he succeed in halting his mad rush?

The last filmy vestiges of the interstellar dust cloud disperse to reveal the graceful sweep of a galactic whorl set against the backdrop of eternity. Tears freeze upon his face as he feels himself drawn toward the furnaces of Creation, washed in glory, his mind poised between terror and wonder.

Something.

At the edge of vision. There in the expanse, a gap in the fabric of it, unmistakable now—not a singularity, just a jagged line of darkness across the starfield. Relative to the boundless reach in which he is a mote, the rent is far too small to be consequential. Yet, from a personal perspective, approaching it at a mind-wrenching velocity, the tear is a yawning wrongness, raw and colossal.

To his limited human grasp, it seems a fissure in the material of Reality.

Within that not-space is a shape, nearly filling it, geometric and complex. It is vibrant with life; he can sense it.

He can sense, too, behind it all, an emptiness, limitless and insatiable. It challenges his comprehension and he knows this is what he was meant to witness. He understands somehow that if allowed to extend beyond a tenuous, mist-like boundary, that impersonal hunger will open itself to the stars and consume them.

A soundless, inconsolable cry crosses light centuries as Martin follows the raveled thread of life force back to himself.

Hurled backward to the ground, heart thundering, his breath shudders in gulps and gasps. The earth to his spine is a luxury. Some indeterminate amount of time passes before his rubbery legs can be forced to support him.

He retrieves the chair, opening it out again onto its usual spot with hands that might still be trembling. The wootz knife is lying at his feet. He stoops, scooping the sacred object up by its bone handle with a drizzle of grit and sheaths it without ceremony. He draws a focusing breath and turns a sidelong glance to the well of stars.

The kiva and the doorway in the ground are undisturbed, as they have been for the last century and a half.

Except for the mess he’s made of the immediate surroundings, everything looks as it should. Martin allows himself a long, controlled exhalation, whether an abbreviated prayer or curtailed expletive, he himself is unsure. He crosses the quadrangle, lets himself out the door at the rear of the enclosure, and locks it behind him.

 

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